It starts from my toes, and I wrinkle my nose

Tuesday, January 31, 2006 been visiting and been visited by relatives and friends. obviously nobody would like to hear me drooning on and on about each and every place i went and who i met yadayada. uh huh. so i'll just pick the more interesting ones.

well...trixia and esther came to our house for AT LEAST 2hrs plus while our parents talked and talked about what i dont know. and we had little things to say as well, taking into consideration that i've not met up with them for soo long. oh well at least we could still converse and talk about crappy stuff haha. hmmm the next day a lot of church ppl came but was rather dead until julia and justina came and taught us lame games with poker cards... its like really lame la. like indian blackjack and some thingy that had to do with pigs hahaha. so funny.

today went visiting with my ex-classmates. taught them how to play bridge then played tithi. walked from house to house. haha. oh wells you wont be able to understand it guess.

sighhh school starting tomorrow. rahhh. havent even studied for chinese test and havent read through the research for tomorrow's competition. ahhhh. if we dont get in and the rest do im sooo going to lose face. ok i shall read and leave the rest into God's hands. yess. haha.

after this chinese new year celebrations, feb is rather dry without any public holidays. have to wait until march. even so it'll be full gear into preparing for O levels. this year is no slack year man.. :(((((

Friday, January 27, 2006 todays lessons were super slack. only had chinese and a math. chinese was okay cause she spent the whole 1 hr and 10mins talking about the chinese newspaper articles and stuff like that. a math was completely bleh. i had no clue as to what she was saying and anyway i didnt even bring the worksheet so i did my own stuff what was reading and preparing for the singapore poly challenge... dont know why they ask me to join. so malu. haha miss hazelin set for us the quiz i got 1/17 cann. sighh. oh wells. all in the name of fun.

didnt go with moli and zoey to queenstown in the end. sucks la... super sadd. then moli just told me she got her shoes for a freaking 74 bucks when it was suppose to be 99. and she said there was t mac. ahhh. i wanna buy cannn.

came back home. siann. talked on the phone, slept, went jogging. pfftt. im fatt.

Thursday, January 26, 2006 tiredd. and i realised that my freaking basketball supposedly 'skills' are -for i dont know what reason-deproving. boy am i pissed with myself. cant even get in a undernet ball. what in the world is happening to me mann. and i cant catch properly as well now. sighhh. so pissedd. sighhh

had lessons until 2 20 then after that went for the physics lesson. it wasnt complusory but being a good student i went. haha joking. seriously my physics is ... you cant describe it... its...*sticks out tongue* yepp that disgusting. and i thought there would be a lot of ppl considering that there are 3 pure physics classes but only around 8 of us were present. oh wells. and most of the time i was clueless about what was going on throughout the whole discussion... i was like huhhh?! all the way. oh wells. WHOEVER CAN HELP ME GET THROUGH MY PHYSICS THIS ONE AND LAST YEAR I'LL LOVE YOU FOREVER!!! HAHA. seriously. if i get an A thats a first mann. after that its bye bye to science! yay.

after that went to heartland with renee, angeline and ziqing to eat a rather late lunch. we finally settled for yoshi cause i was flat broke with only 4 bucks to my name. oh wells chinese new year is coming though *grins*. have been paying so much for school stuff that im like really broke. no savings at all this month. going on...then saw gui feng, jayne, vivien, regina. started suaning gui feng cause shes on a diet haha. so funny.

met my parents and went home with them. rahh was looking around at the basketball shoes and boyy. they arent cheap mann. not cheap at all. cheapest that i found was 130.

tomorrow some of them going to queenstown to get their shoes... hopefully i can go with them. have to ask my dad.. rahhhh. sometimes i cant see their way. seriously. they're too strict. rahhh. :(

boy you make me smile. you do indeed.

Wednesday, January 25, 2006 yay for once im happy that we cant have debate training cause that way i can go with the rest to queenstown to get their basketball shoes. sighhh but dont think mom allow me to get. she say i spend so much money already this month which is true but still...

after chinese new year its going to be packed full blast. wednesday is the Singapore Poly timeline challenge then thursday there may be training, friday training, will receive the motion for Julia Gabriel's debate competition. actually it isnt their competition. they're just the sponsers..but who cares. as long as i get to participate i dont care who the sponsers are. haha. then saturday if we get into the finals of the timeline it ll be from morning to afternoon. then saturday is worship playing again. the week after that is like whooaa everyday meet up for preping and discussion for the competition.

we really must make it at least to the quarters. last year was great. quarter-finalists and top 2o best speakers.DREAM ON SAMMM.

so funny. i got a shock today cause justin suddenly out of the blue sms me. i was like staring at the phone like see ghost haha. soo funny cause he's in NS and so i sort if thought that they're like isolated from the rest of the world hahaha and couldnt nring their handphones into camp. oh wells. the ignorance of a girl. *grins*

i just realised that when i play basketball in the morning my whole body like cock off.. cannot catch ball properly, cannot shoot properly horrible. not say that i very good also la. sighhh.

Sunday, January 22, 2006 my left hand fingers are hurting badly. painn... after playing acustic guitar for like 2 hrs straight yesterday and for worship today. when i play the last song it was like super painful can. then it turned all blue. bahhh. but the worship went well i guess except for the fact that people said that they couldnt hear the guitar and bass. oops haha.next time i shall put the volume extra loud.

weekend came and went and so im experiencing post monday blues. ahhh! but theres one thing to look forward to and thats chinese new year. haha. money!!! haha.

the army guys came back today though i didnt see them except for aaron. ughhh how can they chop off their hair?! poor things. haha.

disgusting day it is today. rain cloudy sighhh and humid. blehh. oh wells.

Thursday, January 19, 2006 today is the suckiest day so far man. wahlao damn pissed today larh.

first had cramps, then when play basketball cannot throw properly always throw to the other team. like what the hell lor. catch ball also cannot catch. cant even shoot. bahhh.

then i go for house meeting cause complusory. but i dun want to run cause pain. then ask xie lao shi if can dont run she come and tell me 'cramps only wadd. still can run' i was like.. u dumb or wad. of course i never say that lah. wah lao. then she say i very rude to her want me to apologise to her. damn her lah. already so pain still say that i rude. she lucky i apologise.

today i was super not paying attention in class cause pain so i dunno la. like all the teachers keep on looking at me. especially LD teachers. damn.

well mark gabriel did not e mail me back. tiffany tried calling and another person talked to her said that will get back today. in the end when tiffany call cannot get her. wah lao. rahhhh. what kind of thing is this man. i thought Julia Gabriel's very efficient. rahhhh. so worried. if we dont get in at all this is the end for me...

at least things improved when i went home. Chua was talking abt how she slowly became dumb after primary 3 then suddenly the person sitting beside me turn her head (well we were'nt sure if it was a girl or guy) to stare in suprise at chua. lol. i kept on laughing. sooo funny hahahaha. then she saw the advertisement abt one movie starring jet li. she told me it was PEARLESS. when i watched tv i found out it was FEARLESS lol. hahaha. lame.

hope tomorrow will improve man. and have cca with the new batch of sec 1s. sighhh. busy busy busy.

Monday, January 16, 2006 today played so much basketball. yay! the monsoon season is finally gone. gone!!! rather high after a math. was trying badly not to fall asleep in physics class. my eyes keep on closing. so went to go buy mentos to eat during a math. haha. well at least that and my handphone kept me awake.

had house meeting today. dunno why i so gung ho go join 200m and 400m. siao liao. oh wells extra exercise haha.

yay! i got my OBS shirt already. Thanks Gervais! woots. its orange but its huge. haha like my sleeping clothes like that. never mind. can always fold it. :)

rahh have to go and do research now... dumdeedum.

Saturday, January 14, 2006 had an impromptu meeting with Nic and Lucas at heartland to get debriefed by him. it helped a lot and how to rebutt properly and all. Hopefully i'll be able to put it to use when im debating. sighh

just realised that i have a lot of duties for church. im on duty every week for the next 4 weeks either playing for worship or leading offering. bahh and so i cant make it to view how the children's worship serivce. well i'll just have to run here and there. bahhh so busy

had to go to the extent to find out mark gabriel's e mail add and send him a e mail regarding the JG'S... alls in a mess. pray that we will still be able to take part in it.

chinese homework... bahhh. so muchh.



Friday, January 13, 2006 you cant imagine how i feel whenever i come back from debate training after being de-briefed by somebody who is more experienced than me. really. its... just soo great. well from what Lucas told me i havent much improved since the time he saw me debate last year... bahh. thats the dissapointment. well i guess its mostly cause we dont have anybody to tell us our wrongs and how to improve. but hopefully that will change with them as our coaches.

A debate team to confirm, need to contact either Mdm dhillon or JG to find out more info. All this because mrs stubbins went away. rahhh. and its starting soon. oh noo. other than that i guess debate is going the way i would want it.

school is another thing. oh finally we have a lovely day today without any rain excluding the down pour which lasted 5 mins. played basketball yay!!! chinese homework. ughhh so muchh. 1 lian bi to write, 1 zhou wen to think about and zuo ye. bahhh. the rest of the subjects is mostly revising.

school school... 1 more year. thats all im aiming for.

Thursday, January 12, 2006 its crazy crazy crazy. thoughts running through my head. arghhhh when can i get over you... bahhhh i hate it. hate it. disillusionment. *sobs* im playing with my own heart. its not your fault. i thought you were away. why do i see u then? my own heartt.

yay! we finally finished the auditions! yay! now i'll just have to concentrate on my debate and school work. sighhh. wad a load off. yipee! not planing to do my work until the weekend. dumdeedum. i shall go and slack now.

Tuesday, January 10, 2006 bahhhh the weather sucks man. everyday rain without fail. when will it stop??? it doesnt even allow me to go jogging and play basketball for a least an hour. dumb dumb dumb...

siannn now. haven even study chem and lit yet for the test. bahhh. and tomorrow have auditions for the sec 1s. thursday as well. then must rush back for tuition. bahhh.

im in a bad mood.

why is it that i keep on thinking that i see you? but its not you. sighhh. how long more?

Saturday, January 07, 2006 CCA FAIR! we had around 70 applications for the auditions. and we're only taking in 20. haha. the fair was great excluding the fact that my eye was a little red. so sadd. anyways took photos yayy!!! i'm so happy that everythings falling into place right now. like we have a coach for debate, we finally got our t shirts in the making cca fair is over and so we can concentrate on the competition now. there will be auditions for the sec 1s on thursday so have to stay back.. rahh. so sadd. and that day is when im dismissed 1/2 hour earlier than the whole school.

tired. tomorrow theres church. a certain number of people will be missing as they just checked into camp for ns. tsk tsk. poor them. anyways i'll be taking part in quite a number of stuff for church worship this year. like being the worship leader for the sunday school once or twice. doing offering and playing the guitar for SF worship service and playing in the band for SWS. aint it cool? haha.

sighhh i really have to be more discipline in my work now. cant play around like i use to. ahhhh. especially for sciences and math. Now theres like this banding thing for 4 subjects out of 8. we have it for e and a math, english and chinese. well i really really hope that the chinese banding will help me. as in the people that are in the same class as me has the same standard for chinese as well so i dont have to be embarrass that i barely pass my chinese. haha

anyways im tiredddd. yawn. my eyes are closing....yawnnnn...

Friday, January 06, 2006 so so tired. stayed back in school until 6 plus. then headed down to kovan to get some more photos developed. after that wetn home ate dinner, showered then did the board for displaying the debate photos. sooo yepp. thats my day.

tomorrow have to wake up at 6 30 although its a saturday to go to school for cca fair. rahhhh. i dont want to. im tired. and that mrs ng messed up the awards. tsk tsk. so nice me will re do the whole thing.

they're going tomorrow. shucks. cant even say goodbye..... =(

Thursday, January 05, 2006 todays lesson so shuang. slack for 3 periods. well actually didnt slack lah. i did my social studies mind map while teaching chua how to do her a math homework. she was complaining and complaining all the way can. so cao. wah. then behind also. zoey have way stop doing her a math then hui qi start nagging at her. sooooo noisy.

but nevermind. thats our class. i'll die if i were to go to a1 please. my ears will burst from the quietness. tsk tsk.

really sec 4 is no joke. every teacher that walks in will comment about O levels. rahhh. and we're expected to score either an a2 or a1 for geog. hoow good is that man. but i think should be able for me lah... but science is another thing...

im like losing my books. ppffttt. cant find my chemistry workbook. how? my teacher is going to kill me. nvm nvm... oh and i cut my hair. so U-G-L-Y. the back is super straight can. blehhh.

crap. i am soo pissed with myself. i blew the last chance i had to have a PROPER conversation with ... WTH. stupid me stupid me... bahhhh. i messed up big time. and its really big. 3 weeks...

Tuesday, January 03, 2006 yawnnn. first day today. slacked thats all. good recess. 1 hour. good. haha. but the teachers sucks. really. they got attitude problem. like that mdm dhillon. rahhhh. pissing.

she asked hilary to get me to see her. then when i look for her she tell me 'dont disturb me now not today' with that kind of stupid voice. rahhh

then when i come home nic mao message me to say 'you are reminded to call mrs ng ...' i was like whatttt?! firstly i didnt know at all so it'll be more of a information thingy rather than reminder. secondly i didnt have her no. so how in the world was i expected to contact her. when i finally got her no. and tried calling it, her phone was off. how great is that? then i messaged her and she didnt answer. so well too bad. you guys wont have a write up for the cca fair.

all the stuff are like super last minute. rahhh. the ld layout plan is not out, the skit is a mess and its too short. freaking mrs ng told us that we only have 3 mins. now they tell us its 5 mins. bahhhh. too pissed to type anymore

Monday, January 02, 2006 ahhh 12 more hours to re opening of school. ahhh. actually it isnt that bad. haha. just the normal routine.

went for jacob's and nancy's wedding just now. when nancy walked down the aisle you should see jacob's face man. sooo dreamy. haha. i suppose thats what they are when they are in love. sooo touching. they really showed their appreciation and love to each other and their parents. sighhh.

then a grp of sfers, all guys(sexist lol) sang and song for them which they composed themselves. cool huh. not bad the song. after the whole thing had photo taking but ours was like the second last so charmaine and i went down to eat. was talking to the guys when theo said sf turn was soon. so you could see all the guys scoffing down their food cause they refused to leave it on the table to eat after the photo shoot. tsktsk. when we came down again they happily had a second round. wahhh. best. say that they didnt feel full.

went home with the others i.e. those living in minton rise haha. its really really cool that so many of us were staying in the same estate, what more same block. dumdeedum. so when we go home can always find each other haha.

ahhhhh 11 30 hours more... ahhhh.

Sunday, January 01, 2006 HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! ITS 2006!!! sighhh the year has passed so fast and it didnt hit me that today was 1st jan 2006 until last night. was walking with my mom then i suddenly exclaimed:' tmr's 2006!' then she looked at me weirdly and said:'yeahhh you didnt know?' hehe. dont blame me for being slow... its natural for me *shrugs* sooo HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!

haha i'm so high. went to church everybody was saying happy new year happy new year. haha. oh and i got a new year gift! from norman haha. he helped me do my homework wahaha. thanks man! cant stand chinese blehhhhh. anyways had BS talked bout '05 and what we have learnt and what was the most memorable thing for last year. then talked about our resolutions. rahhh O LEVELS is THIS year. no more NEXT year. sobs* crys* sooo fast. never mind. i'll do my best *nods head* uh huh. yepp.

went to COCO for lunch as usual. Samuel was asking us if we would support this company if it were to open. something like.... d2.. weird. telephone company eg. singnet, starhub. yeah crappy haha. we were all eating sour sweets dont know why they said it was sour when it wasnt. either they are very good actors or it was really sour for them. tsk tsk.

tomorrow's Jacob's and Nancy's wedding! yay. a whole bunch of us is going together. more like the minton rise people hehehe. so cool right?! wheeee. so funn!