Sunday, February 12, 2006
Sunday, February 12, 2006
it seems that i cant shake of the feeling of tiredness no matter how much i sleep. isnt 8 hrs a day enough? but why does my eyes seem to have weights on them, pulling them shut. bahhh. had church today. woke up late at 8 30 when i was suppose to meet joyce and deborah for bible study. what with the young adults holding their service at 11 now, we'll have difficulty in meeting up with Joyce. so mah fan. after bs went up for sf service and as i expected, we were late. they already started worship. but nevermind. this whole year we'll be studying the book of Romans and today's lesson was interesting. It allowed us to see clearer what is happening to the world now, how corrupted and morally sinful. How people and countries are open to homosexuals and are even allowing marriage for these people. practically the whole of europe has already made it lawful for homos to wed each other. how preverse can this world get. sigh.we always have to keep our eyes on Jesus in times like these, to hold on to him and look to Him for the correct direction.after service went for early lunch, spent 2 hrs at the coffee shop before heading back to church for the teaching of the holy spirit. I cant say that it enlightened me much, considering the fact that I am exposed to it due to my mom and her line of work. But i supose it helped to clear some doubts for some other sfers which is good.Zhi Zhen just told me that i would be in charge of prayer for the upcoming sf bbq and thinking about that and all the other responsibilities that i am starting to have this year in church, i tend to forget that my main aim of being here on this earth is to worship God and to love Him. It isnt about how much i serve in the ministry and not how much time i commit to church or wadsoever but more of me spending time alone with the Lord and growing closer to Him. I must confess that i am guilty of not spending enough time with Him and tend to ignore Him when i am busy. But all the more, i have to remember that even in my busiest of times, i have to commit myself and my day to the Lord and see what he has in store for me. Talking to the others in SF, it has made me realised that i m blessed to have grown up in this church, but sooner or later leave it to find another church where i will grow more spiritually. But not any time soon.The JC1s got their results. quite a few of them did brilliently. Denise, Darel, Rebecca got 6 points, Amy 7 and so on so on. thats another thing that we have to give thanks for.Hearing about their results and whether they are planning to stay in the Jc they are already in pn changing to Poly, cause me to think if i was ready for O's this year. Common test for term 1 is just this week and im not even ready yet. Im not even sure if i want to go to Poly or Jc and whether i CAN get the results that i want. yes good grades does come with HARD work and yes i have to study really hard this year, but once again most importantly, i have to commit alll the troubles and uncertainties to God and see what he has in store for me. SIGHHH. why do we have to make so many decisions in life? bahh.School starting tomorrow. week 7. my how fast the term passes. very soon i would be mugging for mid year exam already. mug mug mug this year. and im going to enjoy it =))))
