we're against st theresa convent. the 8 30 debate. the last chance. hopefully the chance that i'll make full use of. top 20 is what im aiming for and what i HAVE to get.
band practice was average i guess. was extremely tired when i got home which was ard 9 30. pity Ivana who stays in yishun. throughout the practice matthias and i ribbed each other. how rubbishy can we get comparing whos handwriting was uglier and teasing me about the day off cause of good o levels during valentines day. haha. AND pushing home the fact that he did not have O's this year which includes chinese. rahhh. i could have killed him for saying it. being in the fellowship of your church friends is pleseantly nice and comfy. even though we sort of grew up together since sunday school we hardly talked to each other and only now that we have practice that we actually make an effort to converse with each other. yes the jogging clan does help, and i do get to know more about the others like marcus and matthias and keith. they really keep you amused for hours. like when we had lunch before worship, and the rain was extremely heavy they kept me entertained throughout haha telling corny jokes and about their squad mates or friends that make a fool of themselves. maybe we never understood how much we need to learn from each other. everytime the girls intend to have a whole group outing with the boys it never starts...oh wells. i suppose im kinda blessed with this grp of friends though not close but together in the body of Christ. =))))
lots of thoughts been running through my mind these few days. especially stuff to do with debate and school. i doubt that i'll continue it in my tertiary level. and yes i say tertiary cause im really split between jc and poly. i never know whats going to happen really. i dont even know if i can make it to jc looking at the state of my term 1 results. really its horrible and NO im not saying that its horrible cause i didnt get my A1s or whatsoever but it really is that bad. quietly to myself...im shocked and really disturbed by my results. its the worst in my entire secondary school life. yeah and i cant afford to continue the way im studying like i am right now. i have been slacking since i entered sec 3 up till now so i guess and i KNOW its high time that i start to buck up and take note of whats around me and my studies. i really need to. if not....
im dead tired and i have to get up my case by sunday night. im totally full tomorrow with the sf bbq meeting till 8...sighh wont be able to go down to queenstown to get my basketball shoes then. arghhh. how long is it going to drag.
my life is in a mess. someone help me clear it up. =((((
