yes yes yes. a term of school is is coming to an end soon. whoohoo! after that its full force of transforming to become a mugger. uh huh. thats right. just hang on for 3 terms and it'll be over. SOON SOOn SOon Soon i hope hehe. last round of JG competition tmr. pray that i'll pull through cause i'm not feeling too well but at least the sore throat is gone. hopefully with enough rest tonight and tomorrow afternoon i'll be ready enough to do a second speaker speech! what i've always wanted. sighs., will do my utmost best. i didnt go for the session today. needed to rest. so went to kovan with zoey and dora to eat lunch (bumped into jacob and james on the way) which consists of each of us having cheese fries and a large popcorn chicken shared between 3 of us. some people STONED a lot within...1/2 hour? i can call her stone woman already hahaha. oh then zoey's mom came pass her BATA bag to carry then she went to cold storage.curious as to what shoes her mom bought i ask chew to open it. we were trying to figure out why the box and shoes were so old. so reasons like oh a friend gave it to her, and shes passing it to someone all came up haha. then it strucked both of us at the same time. she was wearing the new pair of shoes hohos. yes i know its pretty lame but when you're deprived of entertainment you'll laugh at the slightest things. and we continued laughing at Dora's blurness. she totally did not understand what was going on. haha. went to popular to get green pen cause i dont have one and im always using others hahaha. bought the stickers for the SF BBQ as well. soo expensive. 4 75. haha. thats because i dont like to spend money if its mine. but for the sake of SF...sigh hahaha jking. and soo. the two deserted me cause one wanted to shit so had to rush home and the other had to meet her mom. decided to cab cause i was too lazy and tired to wait for the stupid 113 bus that comes every 20mins. hehe. $3 cab fare. slept from 4 30 till 7. have a lot of stuff to do. settle my case. arghhh and do my homework and study for chinese test. OH LORD HELP ME. my mom went to malacca until next saturday so we have to survive on our own. urghhh. now i know how important moms are. its upsetting to know when a friend of yours has gone astray. especially a brother or sister in christ falls. its difficult to pick them up but i try my best to encourage them. i suppsoe it their choice then to do the right thing and to know that what they did was wrong. just letting them try to settle things with the Lord and then getting help. I really pray that they would not sin and fall into that trap again. as for me...maybe im just someone that they go to when they need help and then walk away when everything's fine. i need somebody that hear's me out as well and understand me. yes i know that people can come to share their troubles with me which is usually the case but i need that someone too. i guess thats why God gave me such a lovely sister in Christ such as Joyce...but still...there isnt anyone that i can trust wholeheartedly... so much to do so little time. =S