It starts from my toes, and I wrinkle my nose

Thursday, May 11, 2006 Girl: I'm always here for you. your bestest friend
Boy: I know
Girl:What's wrong?
Boy: I like this particular girl so much
Girl: Talk to her
Boy: I don't know. She won't ever like me
Girl:Don't say that. You're amazing.
Boy: I just want her to know how I feel.
Girl: Then tell her.
Boy: She won't like me
Girl: How do you know that?
Boy: I can just tell
Girl: Well just tell her.
Boy:What should I say
Girl: Tell her how much you like her
Boy: I tell her that daily
Girl: what do you mean?
Boy: I'm always with her. I love her.
Girl: I know how you feel. I have the sameproblem.But he'll never like me
Boy: Wait. Who do you like?
Girl: Oh some boy
Boy: Oh... she won't like me either.
Girl: She does
Boy: How do you know..
Girl: Because, who wouldn't like you?
Boy: You
Girl: You're wrong, I love you.
Boy: I love you too.
Girl: So are you going to talk to her?
Boy: I just did...

awww so sweet. got it from friendster with the usual "post this within blah minutes and your crush will ask you out." how stupid.

yes i know its nice to live in your dreams but this is pure disillusionment. i mean we can read all this conversations like i like my good guy friend but i think he doesnt like me yadayada but in reality that totally wouldnt happen. sorry to break all dreamers' hearts out there but its the truth. unless any of you can tell me that you've experienced this kind of aww so sweet kind of love before. then message me or something. but i doubt i'll be getting any smses or e mail cause it purely is rubbish.

hmmm if only we could live in that kind of fairytale world huh? where your prince charming comes riding up in his white horse to sweep you off your feet and carry you off to your future home -the palace- where both of you will live happily ever after without the nagging of your mother or mother-in-law.

i'm not saying that its wrong to dream, but personally for me, i feel that if you dream, you'll only be more disappointed in with reality and your life. so why not just let nature have its course and stop cheating yourself? i wonder. yes its nice to go off into lala land like chua does and think "im a princess". ok chua im not scoffing at you but using as an example though you're not that extreme but some people...heh. i dont know la. i admit i sometimes wish that i was a princess in disneyland. sigh. haha.

ok no more talking bout the world we wish be in and treated like royalties where you crush loves you -truly madly deeply- lol.

im excited about the music marathon. Our oldies group is so totally going to enjoy ourselves playing the piano, guitar and singing our lemon tree dream a little dream and 10 more songs. yay. everyday we keep on singing the songs. so much that ive almost commited lemon tree lyrics to heart. except for the third verse.

and you. doing that thing you do
breaking my heart into a million pieces.
sighh.