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Monday, July 31, 2006
All i wanna do is sleep sleep sleep. sry i cant organise their celebration for them. you shld do it. cause if i do i wont be organising it with my heart and I want the best for them. I dont want my moods to affect the atmosphere. so i suggest you organise. but if you dont want then nvm. the team is no team. i need to mark my chem now. rahh Sunday, July 30, 2006 Sunday-church!
Made by Gracia, with lovely notes written by matt, mark, marcus, theo, sarah, deb,denise,joanne,huishi,gracia and two people w  ho i can't derive their names. sorry bout that. But i really really really love it. thanks so much!Also to norman, thanks for the birthday card...im itching to open but i will be obedient and wait till wednesday to open. =D We're the opening band for GARAGE on the 11 of august. im so excited. anyone wants to go? details: GARAGE @ emmanual house 6 30 pm 11 august $8 for ribs, chicken and root beer live bands playing main band is CARPENTER'S TOOLS from america http://carpenterstools.blogspot.com for more information msn me =) 
Saturday, July 29, 2006
SO MUCH AWAKE AND ALIVE. I was half dead just now and really moody and ready to kill somebody BUT... BASKETBALL TOOK IT ALL AWAY! Its a good medicine for anyone who wants to get rid of your stress and mood swings. Really. When I first started playing just now I felt so...lazy and lerthargic and blur. EXTREMELY BLUR. I couldnt even catch the ball properly and shoot properly. But I feel great now..after 1/2 plus of sweating it out. wheee. OK. Don't ask me to shoot. I cant. Everytime I do it swings round and roll off. wait till I get my shooting right then ask me to shoot. I'd rather be a guard and catch rebounds. =) And now I have blisters under my feet. whats happening to me? someone help me with the music pls. darn. things are not going well for me... Well weekends are for me to study, and thats what i'm intending to do. =) I'm a good girl aye?! Ever since term 3 started. But thinking again...i've always been a good girl. :)) Friday, July 28, 2006
I'm cool I dont need a fan to cool me down since i'm already cool and LD is a cool club for people like me with the addition of Chris saying that i'm too lame to be cool, which I beg to differ. It's cool to be lame =) no mood to blog though i have lots of things on my mind. The farewell has made the cool Sam somber. The party was great, i loved every minute of it and it caused me to realise how much we've grown. From a sec 1 with no place in LD to a senior leading debate and enjoying the drama mamas at the same time. When Sonia came back it struck me. She was our president when we were in sec 1. Now we're the ones leaving...LD will always have a special place in my heart. Forever. I love you all juniors. Special thanks to my dear debate juniors,Clara, Rachael, Rachel, Charis, Robyn, Judith, Liz, Nicole, Janice, Trisha, Karen, Xin-Ci for the hand made card, notes and small pot of roses =) i love it. Thanks to Richa and Sivvy for kidding ard during Ld time though I hardly see you guys since you're acting. Enjoy the life on stage.Its a blast, be it acting or arguing. And of course most importantly,my fellow Sec 4 LD-ians. I'll miss you lots! Chris- thanks for being such a great president and the ever loving LD girl who is so passionate of turning this club into a successful actor's club where we'll rock PL! Gaya- for being the crazy vice-pres with the never ending contagious laughter and nerd act. Cheryl S.-thanks for being yourself as a person who is whacky and crazy, the tomato face that turns bright red in a second and for "leaving" your head prefect posts to be a trtue LD-ian girls when it's cca time Cheryl H.- a great secretary you've been, responsible and taking attendence. let your passion for acting continue to fire! Darsh- My no. 1 fan, self professed stalker who thinks i'm stalking her but its the other way round, and the treasurer that does not have the LD fund =) love you lots! Nic!!!-The one i'll miss the most! and yes i'll remember you for live as somebody who I have endless quarrels, and arguments over our cases, your's especially. I'll remember your blurness, the stress and fatigue that we've experienced, the complains, the frenzy and panic of being on the floor with nothing to say and are about to faint due to the pressure. I'll remember the time keepings and your continuous moanings of not having enough substantive that you're going to go undertime but end up going over time. I'll remember the debate camps and workshops we've had, the trainings and tears and joy that we've experienced together as a debate team. How disappointed we were this year about the rankings and results of our last and only competition for the year and for secondary school. I'll remember every single bit of times we've had together. Love you lots!!! Amirah. Isabelle-my debate mates since sec 3 and 1 respectively. though we're not that close but i've enjoyed working with you guys, especially Mirah. I'll remember you for your elephant stickers and colourful pens that you're always at bay to hand to us for competitions. Hannah- the MnC turn Drama girl. I know you more than Ld, my pri 5 till forever friend. your cheerful smile and bubbly personality. I'll miss you like crazy including 2B1-ians. For the rest of the Sec 4s, I'll miss your company as well as Ld will never be what it is without your presence. every single one of us makes a difference. And once again my nose is block and eyes sore from crying. Here's the song by the sec 1s(to the tune of Superman by Five for Fighting): I can't stand to see You all seniors leave. I'm just out to keep The memories left in LD. You're more than a bird You're more than a plane More than some pretty face on a stage It's not easy to forget you Wish that you could stay, Fall upon my knees Find a way to cry Abt the seniors I'll never see It may sound absurd But dont be naive even juniors have the right to pled I may be disturbed but won't you conceed Even Juniors have the right to weep It's not easy to be us Up, up and away away from us it's all right You can all sleep tonight We're not crazy, or anything I can't stand to see You all seniors leave. I'm just out to keep The memories left in LD.... Thursday, July 27, 2006
I'm so looking forward to Friday! It means the weekends are here It means I get to enjoy the luxury of waking up at 9am. It means I can have time to study It means that I'll have time to spend time with God and I have NO excuse to not spend time with Him =) It also means that week 6 is approaching ELDDS sec 4 farewell tomorrow. What to wear, what to bring. I'm going to enjoy myself and the performances that they'll be putting up. I'm going to enjoy the companionship and friends and drama fever. I LOVE ELDDS. The acceptance of our Lord is something that i've wanted each and every one of my friends to do. It's the greatest joy that one could have seeing your friends and love ones getting to know Him as our Father and Lord. I've been praying and will continue to pray for each and everyone out there. =) However i'd have to admit that sometimes I doubt their friendship with me. It's that insecurity that I have since primary school since I've been through an especially traumatic experience in lower primary. I dont wish to but I just have that lack of trust that the people around me are my true friends. Call me paranoid or not being able to trust, but seriously deep inside me is this empty space thats looking for true loving friends. Even now, everybody is so busy with their own lives theres hardly time to just sit back and talk. Theres no time to go out together and even if we do organise, it ends up in pieces with no one going because they back out one by one. Not that I hate them for it but it kinda shows how important you place our friendships above other stuff, that we've already taken much time and energy to contact and plan out. The class that i'm in now. Though I do have that group of people that I mix with, but they have their close friends, they have their cliques. For me,i'm a travelling vagrant. I just dont feel the love that friends should have for each other. I may seem emotionally unstable or over expecting from my classmates, but thats who I am and thats who i'll stay to be. I see things and responses by people's actions and talk. I observe and take notice of every single detail that goes on about me. People sometimes ask me how come I know whatsoever. Well its because I make an effort to remember and take notice of these kind of issues and happenings. I miss my kindergarten days. I miss my yishun friends. I miss the life that I used to have. The only time that I feel wanted and love is on sundays at church. :( 6 more days 43 more days to prelims not that anybody will remember anyway. Wednesday, July 26, 2006
The teachers' day auditions are finally over. Though it was a little messy but of course it can be improved with more practices. All in all it was really really fun and the plot is great. Only that to make the acting even better I have to "malu" myself and dance like nobody's business. But who cares?! We're doing it as a class! More practices means more days of staying back, but we'll get to jam. yay. Sok Fan on electric guitar, Liza at the drums, Dora and her piano and me with acoustic guitar! hopefully by that time i'll get my own acoustic already then dont have to borrow from Sok Fan. I'm really really going to miss secondary school life. Be it my lower secondary friends or upper secondary. I MISS THEM =(. Some i know since primary school, some since beginning of secondary school. Time has passed really really fast. sigh. Prelims, O's, Cambridge Dinner, first three months in a new enviroment, get back results then separated for good. ='(( I dont want to leave. I dont want to grow up. I dont want my 86 400 seconds to disappear. I'll even give up my birthday for time to stop. I want to tell him. I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love him,but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me i wish I could too... 7 days As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so-called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair. I wished she were mine, but she didn't notice me like that. And I knew it. After class she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before, and I handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her. I wanted her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her,but I'mjust too shy. And I don't know why. 11th Grade The phone rang. It was her on the other end. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes,wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, a Drew Barrymore movie,and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks," and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her. I wanted her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her,but I'mjust too shy. And I don't know why. 12th Grade The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick," she said. He's not going to go. Well, I didn't have a date and in 7th grade we made a promise that if neither of us had dates we would go together just as "best friends," so we did. Prom night after everything was over I was standingat her front door step. I stared at her. She smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she doesn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said, "I had the best time,thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her. I wanted her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her,but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why... Graduation Day A day passed. A week passed. A month passed. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up onstage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and she cried as I hugged her. Then, she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "You're my best friend, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her. I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why… A Few Years Later Now, I sit in the pews of the church. She is gettin married,now. I watched her say, "I do"and drive off to her new life, married to another man. Iwanted her to be mine but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said, "You came!" She said, "thanks!" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her. I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her,but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why... Funeral yrs passed, and I looked down at the coffin of the girl who used to be my best friend." At the service they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high schoolyears. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he were mine. But he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him. I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love him,but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me…i wish I did too… i thought to myself, and I cried. Tuesday, July 25, 2006
I realise that if i wanna perform well in the 'musical', i'll just have to change myself from who i am to what i'm suppose to be. I mean, you really DO NOT see Samantha trying to crawl back into class and getting away from Miss ferng and her poison tongue. and you DON'T see Samantha dancing away in front of her classmates, not with her friends but with a broom. Yes. This is what i have been doing, trying to figure out steps for the dances and acting like a spastic person who tries to crawl into class but fails and is punished by having to sweep the dirty classroom floor. Though in ELDDS i've had training in acting, but i've never really made use of it mostly because i was afraid to let myself loose completely and there was always something holding me back from being a true actor. Acting is not my forte, but this preparation with the class has taught me to be more relaxed and enjoy whats happening around you while being in the action at the same time. There's a e math paper waiting for me to complete, integration and application with curve for a math waiting for me to revise for tomorrow's test and geography to study. rahhhh 8 more days :)) Innocent as a rose HBO- i'm a HOT BABE ORIGINAL while jayne is HBI-HOT BABE IMITATION Monday, July 24, 2006
so of course i took my beauty sleep and here a i am SLACKING AGAIN. and not freaking studying. i've gotten my prelim timetable and we're suppose to give Miss F. our targets. mine is like 11pts. pft. i wanna a acoustic guitar, and more. but i can only have one...oh wells. I'm sounding like a spoilt brat asking for more more and more. well, live's like that. time passes fast, friends fly past you, exams approach and all we can do is lament. no matter how much we think about our past, its gone and over. thinking bout the future is the most important. i was thinking bout how some people just happen to meet through any way and yet have lotsa stuff to talk about. hmmm. the flowers you gave me are just about to die =( could have been so beautiful, could have been so right mandy moore 9 days. a smile, a face a nod, a wave glances and stares, around every place. attractive faces and handsome smiles flash like bright bulbs around me. i'm looking for a haven with friendship and love with angels and children singing princesses and princes waltzing rubishhy words. they dont even flow. this is what you get when you type what you want but dont think. hahaha. =) samsee is love sick with nic mao. SCANDAL. Sunday, July 23, 2006
today was uber busy. went to church, then sneaked out at 11 10am to rush back home for tuition then rushed to COCO to grab a bit before getting chased by gracia to hurry back to church for the song composing session. it was fun, listening to songs and singing to them with aileen and the rest, and trying to figure out a chrous for our own song within a such short period. pity that my song couldnt be used since it wasnt appropriate. Jon foo's song was...not bad. haha. BGR crush. tsktsk. but who doesnt experience it, aye? after that we just hung around the mph, matt played jason mraz I'M YOUR'S while we sang haha. then he suan poor norman, ask him if he wanna play the guitar when obviously i cant with his hand in the sling. Matt thought he could get off lightly but norman strangled him with his left hand which left matt on the floor. LOL. can you imagine if norman had both hands free? haha came home, fell asleep. i seriously feel like a pig and to add salt to the wound i saw jayne hot babe jogging in the park when i was walking to the hawker centre. DID NOT study. DID NOT exercise. what am i becoming into man. rahhhh. week 5 is here...shucks. prelims are fast approaching. p.s juniors lost HC invites to cat high, scgs, won HCI. lost mayors. which for mayors is an embarassment considering we were placed third last year. sigh. oh wells 10 days to go =)) roses and everything pretty. Friday, July 21, 2006
got back my report book and it ain't no nothing nice to see. aye. My L1R5 is crap. 23 points. RAHHH. No more bballing outside school. Its books books and more books. can somebody please entertain me? or study with me. i just need someone to be sitting next to me while i study and you dont have to say a word. companionship please Wednesday, July 19, 2006
dirty little secret my dirty little secret samsee fell asleep at her desk. struggling to stay awake and study. Tuesday, July 18, 2006
Things are running the way i want them to so far, but it may be too early to say. Lets see if i keep to my scheduled timetable. Math test went well. Hopefully. Sometimes when i think that it went well it ends up as bull. Tomorrow is wednesday. And wednesday means english. and english means boredom and sleep time. However i just remembered that theres compo/situational test tomorrow so it wont be so bad. Much better compared to slacking for 1 hour and 10mins. Chinese today became ENGLISH. and they chucked us with comprehension that left us perplexed, staring at the questions, trying to figure out what was the best way to answer the questions. Compre usually isnt a problem for me, but at that time of day...1 10pm till 2 20, your brain simply isnt functioning. And the word that had my brain thinking since i came home was CHOKED. you know the vocab section? stupid. i just couldnt get another word to replace it at that time till i was doing my physics then it popped up. the word is clogged. It's back to physics workbook. i'm just waiting for august to come. rahh. enjoy my birthday first then get back results. the flower that has recently wilted emotionally. Monday, July 17, 2006
Had chinese listening comprehension today. It was pretty cool considering that the MOE had 92.4fm give up 1/2 an hour of their classical music to the droning of monotonous chinese speaking robots sputtering out the mcq questions and passages. =) When we went into our classroom it was around 2 30 so we thought it'll start soon. To our surprise the announcement over the radio was that it'll start at 3pm so we had 1/2 an hour of butt rotting which i decided will go to no use unless i sleep. so nap i did for 20minutes and from what my friends said, they were wondering if i were to ever wake up again or stay lifeless throughout the whole exam. My dear vanessa was comtemplating to kick my chair in 2 seconds but thankfully i woke up just before she did any VIOLENT actions against my chair. E math test tomorrow and i have not practiced. Whao whee sooo gonna get my A1. As you can gather, i did not pull out the cables. Sunday, July 16, 2006
weekends are over =((. school is starting again. freak. i live for the weekends. Spirit Flux Band name-infatuation? help us brainstorm please. i composed a new song =) finally completed. but it sounds...i dunno. screwed? C Am C F Everyday I see your power, everyday I see your love C Am I’m amazed at your awesome wonder F G Something I cannot describe Am F That feeling within me, the love that you have C F It fills me, surrounds me C G I finally understand Chorus C G Lord it’s your grace; it’s your awesome works Am G The heavenly maker, who spread out the stars. C G Praise be to you, our mighty God Am F Hallelujah yeahh C Am C F Stronger than the strongest people, larger than the largest wave C Am God it’s you to whom I surrender F G Oh do your work in me Saturday, July 15, 2006
I didnt study much. rahhh. I wanna go shopping. I wanna play basketball. I wanna sit and talk to Gracia. I wanna be with you =) Friday, July 14, 2006
this week of school has flown by with friday ending by the class wishing jill and ailing a very happy 16th birthday and we could proudly present ailing the jigsaw puzzle and oh-so-cuddly winnie the pooh bolster. Ailing i spent so much time piecing the puzzle and gluing it so you better hang it up on your wall! =D I guess i'm learning how to concentrate during lessons and relax in between or during breaks. i cant afford to lag behind in school now so its full concentration into studies during curriculum time. at home its a nap, exercise, computer and studies. though i'd have to admit that at this time studies isnt my priority YET. its the weekend and what a better way to spend it at home with textbooks and your family. *beams* i'm staying optimistic so praise me on that. haha. Tomorrow will be tuition, studying and going out at night. I got my prelim oral marks already and though its the highest in class im still not satisfied with it. I think i could have done much better like getting a 17 or 18. and this is the prelim marks. gahh. O levels had better be much more lenient. im tired but refreshed, eyes closing but alert and i dont want the weekends to pass... HAPPY BIRTHDAY AILING AND JILL!!! p.s. mine's 2nd august. *smiles* It's funny when you find yourself Looking from the outside I'm standing here but all I want Is to be over there Why did I let myself believe Miracles could happen Cause now I have to pretend That I don't really care I thought you were my fairytale A dream when I'm not sleeping A wish upon a star Thats coming true But everybody else could tell That I confused my feelings with the truth When there was me and you I swore I knew the melody That I heard you singing And when you smiled You made me feel Like I could sing along But then you went and changed the words Now my heart is empty I'm only left with used-to-be's Once upon a song Now I know your not a fairytale And dreams were meant for sleeping And wishes on a star Just don't come true Cause now even I tell That I confused my feelings with the truth Cause I liked the view When there was me and you I can't believe that I could be so blind It's like you were floating While I was falling And I didn't mind Cause I liked the view Thought you felt it too When there was me and you Thursday, July 13, 2006
friday is approaching. its nearing..sooo close. weekends are waiting for me. spent over 2 hours piecing the cursed jigsaw puzzle for someone everyone loves. hahaha. then argued with yeeling as to what she should wear to the wedding and finally made her take my green top and brown skirt. didnt take my beauty afternoon sleep. didnt exercise. fats accumulating. tomorrow run, run, run!!! run away fats. back to books. this time its chemistry. Wednesday, July 12, 2006
I’m not that naive I’m just out to find The better part of me I’m more than a bird...i’m more than a plane More than some pretty face beside a train It’s not easy to be me Wish that I could cry Fall upon my knees Find a way to lie About a home I’ll never see It may sound absurd...but don’t be naive Even heroes have the right to bleed I may be disturbed...but won’t you concede Even heroes have the right to dream It’s not easy to be me Up, up and away...away from me It’s all right...you can all sleep sound tonight I’m not crazy...or anything... I can’t stand to fly I’m not that naive Men weren’t meant to ride With clouds between their knees I’m only a man in a silly red sheet Digging for kryptonite on this one way street Only a man in a funny red sheet Looking for special things inside of me Inside of me Inside me Yeah, inside me Inside of me I’m only a man In a funny red sheet I’m only a man Looking for a dream I’m only a man In a funny red sheet And it’s not easy, hmmm, hmmm, hmmm... Its not easy to be me Superman...its not easy to be me either. =/ They dont understand us. Tuesday, July 11, 2006
Judging-and experiencing- from the previous weeks i've had in class since school term started, the class has not only become more crazy, but joyful as well. Kudos to the music marathon and the preparations that we've had. It brought us closer together, thus the existance of a merrier and more fun-loving class. Of course, lousy jokes have been staying in our class for some time already. What with Frank Lampard, WAGs, and people demading to be called MISS UNIVERSE/ HOT BABE in class, you can pretty much picture what happens during free periods and in between classes. during classes is another thing. Some switch off during humans, some during science and some...everything. except for PE. heee. As for me, while have E math today, i was struggling to understand the concept and pattern in a particular sum that was causing us to go crazy. And for no apparant reason, in the middle of staring at the OHP and workings that MS gan was patiently trying to explain, I burst into fits of helpless giggles which thankfully only Dora, Qinglin and Adeline heard and saw. I couldnt control my laughter though i was desperately trying to conceal it from my teacher what with her being the discipline mistress. I ended up in tears and my sleeves were soon wet due to the lack of tissue paper. a few minutes later, a monotonous HURRHURRHURR could be heard from the other end of the class room and everybody glanced up in surprise to see who was the one that produced such an interesting sound, unknown to mankind. Of course everyone was amused with the sound, ripples of laughter could be heard. As you can see, e math was making us idiotic at that moment till the point that we broke out in some sort of laughing disease. This could be the start Of something new It feels so right To be here with you And now looking in your eyes I feel in my heart The start of something new Monday, July 10, 2006
On a lighter note, everybody knows that ITALY won the world cup for a fourth time on penelty shoot outs WHICH i think is not a good way to decide who gets the coverted gold plated world cup trophy. To me, all penelty shots are just means to get the game over and done with as quickly as possible after being on the field for 105mins. By that time, all players would be flat out tired, with only enough strength to kick a ball ONCE into the goal, sometimes even missing it. Ok considering that, i thus suppose it is a comparison of stamina and ability to continue to withstand the pressure around you by your team mates, manager and stupid fans that cheer non stop for "you dont know what reason" cause all you care about is getting the freaking ball past BARTHEZ. A good example would be poor Zidane who gave in to the pressure as captain of France and for no valid reason he thrust his forehead into the chest of Marco Materazzi who scored for Italy's side and had to walk down the tunnel amidst glares and tears of detest and disappointment. What got into him? No one knows till he explains his rash act. Its his very last appearance on the soccer field and he just had to end his career in the best possible way ever. *Sarcasm intended* people will then remember him as the goat that butted poor Materazzi and not some soccer legend. Was telling Norman that maybe Zidane should ask the referee for the red card, go to the best frame shop he can find and get the card framed up. Hang it up in his hallway at home as a momento. underneath the words should be, "the proudest moment in my entire soccer career". Children, this is how you shld end your career if you are a star or someone famous. Contact Zidane for more advice. People around me in class were dozing off during the first period in school, which i am not suprised. Blame it on the school which does not give you a half day off thinking that girls would not or should not watch world cup. I dont know why but i was feeling tired as well though i didnt wake up to watch and everybody was telling me that i looked exhausted. oh wells. Stupid rain continued falling even till PE so we had to content ourselves with the hall shared by 3 classes. I'm now on a quest to shed some weight so you'll find me down at the park almost everyday if my body allows me to and the weather is fine. No dinner for me since i eat a late lunch and no snacks. ahhhh! hahaha. Never mind. Self control, one of the fruit of the spirits. heee. With the intention to attack some of my thick, dry, lifeless books, i shall now head to the bathroom and drag my clean self back to the table to a group of books that will be welcoming me with open arms. *stay positive girl* Friday, July 07, 2006
i only took it up since it'll look nice on my testimonial. hahaha nthing to much to say. only that i ended school at 12 today. and i played bball. =)) ok now i'm hungry. here comes the calories. bah. i shrunk and remained the same fat weight. stupid height and weight scale. everybody in class shrunk except for 2 of them. *squints eyes in suspicion* more interesting facts to come. Thursday, July 06, 2006
And break left Watch out for the pick And keep an eye on defense Gotta run the give and go And take the ball to the hole But don't be afraid To shoot the outside "J" Just keep ya head in the game Just keep ya head in the game And don't be afraid To shoot the outside "J" Just keep ya head in the game U gotta Get'cha get'cha head in the game We gotta Get our, get our, get our, get our head in the game Let's make sure That we get the rebound 'Cause when we get it Then the crowd will go wild A second chance Gotta grab it and go Maybe this time We'll hit the right notes I love this song and the first verse is soo applicable to bball. thats my day. Lessons were relaxed cause it was english and recess and physics was only 35 mins. was kept entertained by Ailing's comic book for the whole of english lesson till we had to go to AVA to check our exam marks. I PASSED PHYSICS. PASSED. I GOT A C6. IM SOOO HAPPY. PASSED. AND YOU WONT BE ABLE TO GUESS BUT I GOT A 50.0/100 FOR IT!!! PRAISE THE LORD! you may be laughing about how ecstatic i am about getting a C6 for physics but for me its really an achievement. after getting an E8 for term 1, then F9 for term 2, a C6 is brilliant to me. Get as amused as you want to be. Im just basking in the Lord's grace. =)) My grades are extremely average. All B's and C's. tsk. But it's because i havent been studying. Wait till prelims then you'll see. *winks* Had lunch at school then crapped around in class with Chua and lao pom. being with them is like playing with two 6 year olds who laugh and shriek at every funny thing. Waited for zoey then headed down to kovan mac's to study. Didnt really feel like mugging but i forced myself to go through physics. Im so proud of myself. *beams* ok the glory should go to God. hahaha. talked bout lots of things, lots of people. Whats with the bung craze? hurrhurr. i forgot what i wanted to write down which i said at macs...anyway if you wanna go crazy over somebody cant they go crazy over a guy?! Yeah it's equally ughh but its more normal. tsk. Chew and i were freaking at how gross it was to be attracted to a girl hahaha and even though they maybe good looking but still i dont understand how girls fall for them. its scary how they get so hyped up over others and personally i'm not amused by all their gushing and swooing over others. *raises eyebrows* not that i dont like them. they're my friends but i just dont like what they're thinking. freaky. ughh. shudders. Wednesday, July 05, 2006
The Board in charge of our school gave us a treat for putting on a great performance during the musics marathon so each of us had a cornatoe ice cream. =) Finally played ball after sooo long. really really long. Since teengames was over i have not been down to a court to shoot. Had no stamina and couldnt shoot for nuts. need to start training again. whats with the world now man?! Seriously, even in school girls are so desperate, till the extent that they go for girls instead. I dont understand why, or their mentality or what they are thinking. perverseness is already so rampant in this world I cant imagine how bad it'll become before the Lord comes. As revelation states, the world will become worse, believers tested on their faith whether they would fall aw ay or continue to stand firm in the Lord. Its scary how you see your friends being like by the wrong people or they liking other girls. That they even have thoughts of other girls and how handsome they look. Yes. handsome. Get what i mean? girls are pretty not handsome please. oh Lord!!! whats happening? Help us stay strong in you Lord. that we'll run to you whenever we meet these kind of stuff. Its a plea, a begging. Come quickly Lord. I wanna see your kingdom. heavenly singing and pearly gates. Roads of gold and angels around. Smiling faces and worshipping. Not darkness. no tears. Just happiness and joy while we're in you're presence. getting back exam papers tomorrow. oh no. anyone wants to volunteer to tutor me in physics?! pleaseeee. Tuesday, July 04, 2006
i had set my alarm to 8am so that i could get to school on time for the extra lesson at 10am before the oral began at 2pm. But i switched off the alarm when it rang and woke up at 8 30 instead. Still early so i ate breakfast and read the newspaper. Looked at my hall clock and it said 9 40. I looked at my hp clock and it said 8 40. i thought the hall clock was spoilt so i went to check my room clock and it read 9 40! i panicked after that. showered, stuff the chinese papers into my bag, wore my uniform in record time and sped out of the house. waited for a cab, praying feverishly for one to stop. thank God for His grace a cab saw and stopped. Went to school and the teacher wasnt even there yet. i wasted 4 bucks please. hahaha so had revision, then headed down to macs to eat lunch. enjoying the friends and small talk till i read denise sms. Norman was involved in a motorbike accident. a fractured arm and possible neck fracture. sigh. when i read it i was so worried. Worried i.e. worried for a brother. intending to visit him when some of us are free. in the mean time Norman rest well!! and we'll be praying for you lots. so i went to school with a heavy heart but realise that i couldnt do anything except to pray and commit him into the Lord's hands. I learnt to rely on God for strength and peace which i did receive =)). I love my father in heaven. well oral went ok. happy that the qns were easy. hahaha. have to do lit now. bleh. i love school =) not homework. Monday, July 03, 2006
Oh before that, met up with zhi zhen and zhi yun to go together, but i sort of ended up with my friends till the count down ended. hee sorry guys. after that went with them to subway to eat lunch! talked for super long, listened to all their rubbish talk abt japan and church peeps. hahaha. shao hong...if you cant take care of yourself and your roof how are you going to take care of *****?! hurrhurr met my classmates again at suntec to pass miss ang her presents. it ended up to be more like all the best for your exam presents instead of farewell. haha. some stayed back to shop, dora, chua and i went home. No use shopping without any money. went to heartland with dora, search for her korean drama serial pictorial book. im rather amused by people who go crazy, head over heels over celebrities. i mean whatever for?! yes they may be pretty, they may be hot but they dont know you exist. Why not go gaga over somebody you know and you like. at least you still have the slimest chance possible. hahaha. its really ridiculous both ways but the latter is more realistic. but stupid. cut my hair. tried out microcuts. not bad. and now i have a fringe. i.e short fringe. hahaha.no more irritating fringe falling over my eyes. im getting impatient. the contact lenses are taking so long to arrive. hurry i want to be specs free. chinese oral tomorrow and im freaking out. casue im refusing to study for it casue if i do i'll freak even more. start of a new week. start of another wait. start of something new. until then my phone is silent... a prayer for me from nic. i love you nic *hugs* my bestest debate partner in the world. Dear God, we pray for samantha, and we commit her to your loving hands tonight and every night for the rest of her life. lord, we really ask earnestly tt you will help her to do well in chinese oral tomorrow lord. only you can see her fear and her tepidation and only you can come through for her lord. lord, we pray tt you will show her your grace, your might,your power and tt you teach her that you are BETTER than the examiner lord. God, we pray tt you'll bless her richly and tt the words will be at the tip of her tongue tomorrow lord because you will never forsake her nor abandon her. In Jesus Name we pray. AMEN AMEN INDEED. Sunday, July 02, 2006
everybody was singing their best for the last song. too bad they were not allowed to scream at the bridge. hehe. after that, we came down the stage and the singers came down the risers to a happy miss ferng and mrs goh who wanted us to step in again for a later time slot. We happily agreed. Went for breakfast, mrs agnes ong took photos of us at the 'waterfall' and we sang again.the second round was not very good. but the third round was perfect! and to see miss ferng dancing was so amusing. i couldnt stop laughing even while on stage playing the guitar so i suppose others were laughing at me. haha. went home, slept. extremely tired. woke up, went to thompson to eat, got my capo, new cable and pick for my guitar, bumped into gracia's family and daniel's family respectively, fetched ben from school then went home. wanted eagerly for 11pm to come. ENGLAND-PORTUGAL MATCH. most of you would have known the results. My dad may not have known but i teared when they lost. sighh. For once i have to admit that Beckham might have been a crucial player in this game for the free kicks but he limped out halfway injured, and cried. This is his last game for the country in World Cup and i must say that it really is very disappointing to end your international career like that. I'm still quite upset over their lost. and i blame Eriksson for it. His formation was atrocious. A 1 4 4 2 FORMATION?! How do you expect Rooney to have all the pressure on him alone?! Even till it took a toil on him and he got sent off. 10 men vs 11 men. Crouch took over the forward position. i dont think it was a good move. Sven Goran Ericksson should have dumped Theo Walcott in it. He's new, craving for fame thus meaning he'll try anyway to score he's debut goal. BUt obviously he didnt get the chance. He'll have to wait for 4 more years. I'll be 20. Gosh. so old. and it'll pas really quickly. Can still remember so clearly the previous match 4 years ago. It ended in a penelty kickout for both teams. Gerrad, Lampard and Carragher dissappointed me. Carragher especially. He was brought on specially for the penelty kick yet...i dont know what was he trying to do. he walked away from the ball then suddenly turned back and kicked it. It went in yes but the refree disallowed it. so he kicked it again and it didnt go in. =(( No use dwelling on it. Went to church. the message today was very fulfilling. learnt a lot from it. and i can see that Pst Daniel is a changed person. Went down, admired mark's drum sticks XD, then sat down and had a discussion with charmaine, tricia and deborah. Waited for Joyce to come so that we could have bs, bs till 12 plus, called somebody, went to coco with deb and char, waited for him to come. char had to leave so she left it to deb and i to talk to him. sigh. i hope he understands. We, or I dont want it to affect our friendship but at some point, we had to tell him. If you're reading this please dont be angry with me for talking to you in that manner. I dont know if you thought that i was too harsh but i really didnt know what to say. We truly care for your safety and I hope that you understand that we told you was becasue we want to let you know how your actions have cause hurt to others. Im not pointing fingers at anybody, not at you or at C.H. but...i suppose this is a lesson learnt for all of us. We really appreciate you trying to help us, but sometimes we just need a listening ear to complain and whine to thats all. you dont have to help us solve ALL our problems. Sigh. i dont know how to tell you but, its just cause we all care bout you thats why we brought it up. If not we would have just ignored it. yeah. Tag if you've read it and am not angry with me. Walked deb to the busstop, waited for ester to pass her the court shoes. laughed about certain issues, then her bus finally came.
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