It starts from my toes, and I wrinkle my nose

Friday, July 14, 2006 its finally friday night. i'm suppose to be studying physics right now, but i suppose i'll do that later.

this week of school has flown by with friday ending by the class wishing jill and ailing a very happy 16th birthday and we could proudly present ailing the jigsaw puzzle and oh-so-cuddly winnie the pooh bolster. Ailing i spent so much time piecing the puzzle and gluing it so you better hang it up on your wall! =D

I guess i'm learning how to concentrate during lessons and relax in between or during breaks. i cant afford to lag behind in school now so its full concentration into studies during curriculum time. at home its a nap, exercise, computer and studies. though i'd have to admit that at this time studies isnt my priority YET.

its the weekend and what a better way to spend it at home with textbooks and your family. *beams* i'm staying optimistic so praise me on that. haha. Tomorrow will be tuition, studying and going out at night.

I got my prelim oral marks already and though its the highest in class im still not satisfied with it. I think i could have done much better like getting a 17 or 18. and this is the prelim marks. gahh. O levels had better be much more lenient.

im tired but refreshed, eyes closing but alert and i dont want the weekends to pass...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AILING AND JILL!!!

p.s. mine's 2nd august. *smiles*

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there

Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song

Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you