It starts from my toes, and I wrinkle my nose

Thursday, August 31, 2006 its over. wasnt too bad and the whole class sang together. So happy that we did. Yipee. But i was angry with the AVA girls. they gave me attitude and plug in the wires wrongly so we had to stop the song. tsk tsk.

But it went well and everyone said it was great!!! =)

DANG MY BRO IS GOING TO VENICE...SOON. I WANNA GO.

Wednesday, August 30, 2006 Lets get the show over and done with. What was meant to be a class performance to bond us closer together only ended us up in shreds. Maybe it was even better to cancel the whole thing looking at how many people are being upset over the whole item.

Frankly, I'm sick and tired of Shermaine's demanding and dictatorship ways. Come on man. Who does she think she is shouting and demanding from us, especially my classmates. Yes she may have burnt the CD, yes she may have thought of the skit but hey look here, everybody played a prat and everyone did an equal amount ok. Stop your ramblings on how much effort and sweat you put in cause its disgusting. its just a song for 2 minutes and you cant forgive them and just let the whole class sing the song together? It doesnt reflect on you and your values even though you may have done so much. CHILDISH. Thats the word. C-H-I-L-D-I-S-H. All of you.

I think I've been holding my temper pretty well these few weeks. Zi Qing says that I get angry very easily and I've given a lot of thought to it but no. It wasn't an angry Sam that was speaking. It was a Sam that was trying to keep her temper under control and being calm and collective. it's just how I speak. My matter-of-fact tone may sound as if i'm angry but im really not. I'm too use to it. Cause it's how I put my point across, especially during debates.

I'm really tired of this whole thing. Can we just be done with it tomorrow? Yes please. I want to forget it all.

THE ATROCITY OF IT ALL.
I'd rather have a united class thats not performing than a class thats performing but shattered.

A masquerade of faces
A closed curtain
One moment of bliss
Next to hatred
Tears and frustration
Held in a box
Spilling over, around and under

Give up, delete, erase
What's this all for without a body
Its shattered, into shreds
Powerless, dead, useless

A mist of joy and unity
Placate and calm
Panacea needed,
heal the wounds
Double windscreen of hurt and elation
All hidden and swept under our feet

Hopelessness and helplessness
What do we do
Who do we see
We're struggling yet we forget
The One, the Almighty, the Peacemaker
Distraction and more
Pulled us away from the source
The energy giver.

Tuesday, August 29, 2006 I'm tired, hurting and dont feel like doing stupid cedar's physics paper but i have to by tomorrow. I'm getting sick of hearing the word Cedar. every subject we have a cedar paper. ugh.

this week is draining me. and its only the end of tuesday. thank God for the one week break. I serisouly need a time to just go and chill out somewhere. But durh no one wants to go with me because of prelims. rah. hey we can study at sentosa while just lying around k... anybody still up for it?

We have 19 and 20th september free after prelims as others a taking chinese prelims while I dont. So i can go on that few days as well...but its so far away. ppftt.

aww shucks. idiot cramps killing me. Cedar papers sucks. You cause me to go into a foul mood.

Monday, August 28, 2006 i'm stuck on you...

ugh $40 on teachers day clothes

Sunday, August 27, 2006 Plastered smile, warm handshake
A little nod, and walk away
Its what you see
And what you get
that is life and so it's set

Move along quickly
Down the street
People passing you
Without a speech
It's fast and dizzy
In this world
Too rapid for me
I cant breathe

Round and round, See me twirl
I'm confused yet amazed
the many colours on their face
But I can't think, it's too much
The road is moving, cant catch up

Halt world, stop revolving
Let me rest, let me speak
Hear my cries
Listen to the beat
Of the Father's heart.

Saturday, August 26, 2006 Teacher's Day is coming up and we havent purchased our outfits yet. it ain't gonna be cheap. Rush Rush Rush.

Prelims coming up. english this monday and idiot ms loh did not return us a single piece of work this term. I doubt I should do expositary compo just to be on the safe side, though I would prefer to. Idiot.

Im so dead for physics. Tried SCGS paper today and didnt go further than the MCQ. rahh. Gracia help.

And im still shopping. Gosh

Sentosa anyone? Thursday.

Friday, August 25, 2006 Week 9 has come to a close. Shoots. the days are practically flying pass us.

Common test results are somewhat out. Passed all subjects. Including physics. I got a 27/45 for Physics which is even better than my chemistry sadly. I was really discouraged when I received my chem results. Barely passed. I'd studied so hard yet the results are disappointing. I dont ask for much. I just want good grades. =(

Where's my Jesse.

Thursday, August 24, 2006 today's chemistry lesson was..how do I put it. Entertaining? Haa. Yeeling sat next to me and ms ferng questioned on why she had to change her place. Said that ini that way we could discuss the workbook questions.

Then Yeeling put feng you on herself, those used for stomach aches. Ms Ferng was "I smell coca cola" then she walked around the room sniffing and followed her nose to Yeeling where Yeeling held out her hand to let her smell hahaha. "Stomach ache la" was her excuse. People in the class sniggered.

One lesson passed, bell rung for school dimissal but ours was half an hour later. Then Yeeling raised her hand "Ms ferng can i go to the toilet." while clutching her stomach as if she was in pain. After that you could hear a ahem...fut sound resounding throughout the class, courtesy of me and my whoopee cushion. HURRHURR. The class burst into laughter and yeeling rushed to the toilet [it was all an act but ms Ferng didnt know] she lectured us on being rude to our friends and laughing at her, stating that futting is a physical reaction and its normal. Everytime one girl would turn to look at me i'll just burst into laughter again. So on she went about us being so bad to laugh at Yeeling and her stomachache till yeeling came back, said she was okay already. She then had to go for interview with the external validation team and before she left she held up the Whoopee cushion.

Dang, the joke was good. At least it made chem less boring.

The cushion cost me 3 bucks please. hurrhurr

Tuesday, August 22, 2006 I have to say, i'm ashamed to be called your god-sis. Please. We're suppose to help each other walk in the light of Christ, yet you're portraying such language and foul words.










I have a sudden inclination to say to people out there: Sam is going to be famous one day. Just wait and see. =) and it doesnt have to be celebrity wise. I personally feel that a majority of the celebrities out that, that strut whatever they have on the red carpet are dense and emptyheaded thus they have to resort to using their looks, acting and singing skills.i.e Paris Hilton-on second thought,she has no brains whatsoever-. No no. not Sam. I don't know what yet, but I know that you should keep a look out for my face and name in the newspapers and tv in time to come. X)

Tuesday, August 22, 2006 Prelim Practicals are finally over. Dang that stupid chem prac. Titration calculation was only ONE question. ONE. And the qualitative analysis was tough. Every test, we had to conduct heating and you could hear pop sound through the lab when the solution overflowed hahaha. I left the conclusion blank cause didnt have time to write...2 marks..not too bad.

the rest of the day was uber relax. 2 periods of math was wasted on reading my story book and dora sleeping as miss gan didnt come again...AS USUAL. English was the same. im sitting right at the back so i tend to do my own stuff and not care for her heh. Then chinese was...no period for me. Yes i know im suppose to do work but...after practical I just felt like slacking hurr...

so much for slacking, its e math paper 2 RGSS time...

Monday, August 21, 2006 i have a sudden fetish for Disney Princess. Disney Princess tissue packets, Disney Princess stickers, Disney Princess folder. Goodness gracious. What am i turing into?! haha...

Darsh remarked about my file. A clear file. Not the Disney Princess file. I wrote my name, michael owen's name and the word england team on it with window paint so it was sparkly purple or red. She said that it looked so bimbo. PLS DARSH! you Know me and do i look like one?! Squints eyes. hahaha

I'm screwed for Physics practical, and it had better not be the case for Chemistry tomorrow.

Friday, August 18, 2006 Im in a very grumpy mood. Dont come near a grumpy Sam. You won't like it I can guarantee that. You're head will just fall off. Unless you're someone I like then you're safe.

TGIF. Seriously. I'm on the verge of being a major bum in class. I dont know what has overcome me this week. All i've done was to eat and sleep. I don't usually eat lunch in school but i tell you...This week is like recess-food, lunch-food. Not that the canteen has nice food but...i dunno? *scratches head*

Then when I come home it's nap wake up study till 12 then sleep. And yesterday i slept at 9pm...Probably cause I dont have any tests today. And so I woke up but felt more tired. Ergh. it sucks you know. Half slept during lit lesson while taking notes.

Ok im really really pissed abt the teachers day thing. Talking about it makes me scream in my head so I had better not say anything. But get this clear. Those that are from my class: I was intending that if we were to practice then we should get on with it. If everybody was discussing in their own little high tea group and not intending to do any practice then ok im fine with it . I WAS JUST ASKING FOR GOODNESS SAKE. Ok when I asked if we are going to practice Gretchen said: "What's there to practice?! No music cannot practice what?!" I didnt say anything ok. Then SHERMAINE also. "practice what practice? when half of them has no partner what is there to practice?! " You see?! How do you expect me to chill when some bloody idiot just sharted shouting at me like a MORON assuming that I was against her and whatever. Come on la. Is she THAT dense? It seems that way. end of story.

Oh and pls. No more pointing fingers at each other and blaming ppl that they're the cause of the whole thing. You know what I mean and who I'm talking about. Ah ma. In case dense ppl dont know who im tlaking about. She has made her own free decision so dont blame her cause she did not rah rah anybody else to quit.

Thursday, August 17, 2006 "Yes, querida, I understand." how romantic is that.

I've been reading a story book:the mediator. In series. Other than the drama part the other is the main character has fallen for this guy who just has to be a GHOST so shes trying to dish her feelings completely. How sad right... X/ Apparently he's some hottie. Enough for me to imagine. BUT..B-U-T Ailing told me he becomes a human in the last book. XD yipee. Gosh im sounding like some retard freak.

Anyway, common tests are finally over and I can get back down to proper studying and not being disrupted by tests. A math was...screwy. I totally forgot sin x=cos x gives you tan x=1. i wa thinking that if i put tan x then it'll be = to 0 so it wasnt possible. there goes my 8 marks. DANG.

Was looking through my calendar in my HP and checking the dates for prelims when it strucked me that it was the PRELIMS. I mean, yes i knew it was prelims but it didnt exactly sink in hat exactly PRELIMS meant. get the idea? yeah. Dude it's like 27 more days to go! and im so totally not prepared. Shoots.

Since I'm not retaking chinese I get 4 peroids of self study in class. thats good. i completed a whole lot of math worksheets and part of macromolecules. Not badd for a previous slacker. pats self on back.

I feel like sleeping super early today. Tired...

oh and im getting FAT. like FAT. i've been eating eating and eating and stopped going for my daily jogs. Help. so lethargic. Fats run away from me!!!

Wednesday, August 16, 2006 I just realise that I am so dead for vectors and kinematics. DANG IT.

Wednesday, August 16, 2006 E.Math over! I dont have full confidence of getting like almost full marks like previous times but hopefully I'll be able to get an A1 =). I was clueless to the last two questions regarding some straight line graph plotting which I wasnt able to do so as they gave me a quadratic equation. So the ever so smart Sam decided to take things into her own hands and did calculations instead to find the graphical solutions though the question clearly stated FROM THE GRAPH OBTAIN THE SOLUTIONS. heh. It wont hurt to try would it?

This may sound crazy but I wanna have a mock e math exam. HEH. Its because of my horrible time management that I cant score and I NEED to score for prelims. Imagine for tests and CA's i've always been getting my A1 but when it comes to mid year exam I got a C6 because of losing 20 marks from careless mistakes! Yes thats why I wanna a mock exam. Maybe I shall have my own mock. Anybody wanna join me? then we can have a group mock exam. hahaha.

I've gotten back my geog common test and I've FINALLY gotten an A1. like seriously FINALLY. after Half a year of !@# Human Geog which had caused me to get a B3 at most, Physically geog has given me my A1. yay. I love physical geog. XD. Truly, madly, deeply. haha. ok thats sounds extreme like as if i've gone loco. haha.

Last common test for the term. After that it's STUDY STUDY STUDY for me.

A math.. IM COMING!!!

Tuesday, August 15, 2006 Physics common test is over =). E. Math next then A. Math. and i'll do my best =). I got 15/20 for A. Math quiz. Happy and thankful to our ever gracious Lord.

Prelims are approaching ever so quickly. Next week will be prelim science practical and the following week 28/08 is english prelim written paper. It's confirm, I won't be retaking chinese again. I'll bank on my other subjects to do well. I know I can do it with the help of our almighty God the rock!!!

To those that are retaking, you have my full support and encouragement. If you're feeling ever so stressed over chinese I'll be here to cheer you up though I can't say much about helping you with compo or homework. XD. Yepp. Just do you're best and I'm sure you all can get your distinctions!

Gui Feng made a comment today to me. "Sam, I didnt know you are so hardworking. I thought you're very slack until now." hahaha. Well she doesnt know a lot about me. *winks* If i want to do it, I'll set my heart to complete and get the best out of myself. And that starts from right now. So Gui Feng you'll be seeing more of this side of me for the rest of the semester. Though I'll of course rest in between periods but I won't be the slack-ish girl you all know since Sec 3. I'll return back to my Sec 2 state, which includes 2 hours of 3 subjects a day haha. But it'll progress slowly of course. Can't expect me to study like a crazy person all of a sudden.

I realise that the teachers have been doing a lot for all of us in their small little ways. All the worksheets and notes that we receive daily, their chidings and naggings and encouragement. Of course since we receive worksheets everyday we take it lightly as just homework that the teachers chuck to us and expect us to complete admist all our studying. We tend to forget that they have to take time to research all the various topics for oral, collate the notes and get the worthy essays together just for us. It's no mean feat considering that they have to scan through hundreds of essays and pick out the good ones to be collated together. As well as homework. They pick out questions that they think are of our standard and cut and paste them together. It takes time and energy to get all of this together. And we may be irritated with their incessent monotonous droning about magnetic induction or the formation of sea caves and cliffs but they too are repeating themselves over and over again for different classes. We've never considered:do they ever get sick of teaching the same topics a gazillion times?

So yeah, I'll just like to say: Thank You teachers =). I appreciate it though I may not pay attention at times or give you all attitude. heh. *oops* X).

*i'll dance before you, King of all the Earth*

Monday, August 14, 2006 Goodness I cant stop thinking about the oral that I had this afternoon. it's finally over but I dont feel at peace cause I kinda screwed up the reading and conversation. I mean for the reading it was fine expect I was too jittery so I said a few words wrongly. For picture it was a photograph of Matthew Kek. yeah. Was only asked one question for that so not too bad. For conversation...I don't know if it's normal but they asked me 4 QUESTIONS. FOUR. F-O-U-R. Like seriously i've never been asked so many questions before. Not in my sceondary school life so it freaked me out cause I was super worried that I wasnt engaging them thats why they had to ask me questions. If i dont get my distinction I don't know where i'll hide myself.

It's going to be one long long wait for the results.

i'm not going to think of it, im not going to think of it, im not going to think of it

i've done my best, God will do the rest.

DISTINCTION PLS LORD!!!

Sunday, August 13, 2006 some people make me mad. Or maybe its just me. I don't know. Maybe im too picky, im too demanding, im too sensitive. But some people really just make me wanna scream. It's either childishness or being irresponsible or anything that makes them seem stupid and immature and it gets on my nerves.

maybe im having my menopause. [dumb idea]
am i too demanding?
am i asking for too much?

shucks. I hate myself for being such an arse.
but i really can't stand people that do stuff and say things before they think. its as if they have no brain!?

at least theres one sane person i can talk to.
not forgetting God.
ok i seriously need to pray right now.

Sunday, August 13, 2006


As you can see from the pictures we celebrated the august birthdays. Thanks Decton for the august babies birthday celebration yesterday. No wonder zoey and moli keep on bugging me to go down for bball. hia yo. hahaha. I was tired so did not want to go but they kept on smsing and irritating me. lol. So I grudgingly dragged myself to lor liew lian, I wasn’t even wearing my bball shoes cause I had no intention of playing and decided to sit there and stone. Then I saw the cake hahaha! How nice of them.




And this is the Garage band. Marksband more like it. haha. by colour shirts: Red-Andrew,Grey-Marcus,Green-Matt and Mark, Black-Deb,Blue-Gracia, Pink-Aileen, Yellow-Me. haha.

Ok today was...the same. Oh but there may not be a drumer for the CD, i.e mark may not be needed...they're using keyboard drums and they're trying to get everybody involved. And dear Aileen and J.foo put some of us, including me in vox. That means we have to go for trials when we didn’t even agree to it. I was quite upset about it cause I seriously have to concentrate on my studies now and if Spirit Flux is going to take up a lot of my time I may have to decide to put my foot down and tell them that I can't do it right now. I'm sorry but yeah. We'll see how things go first.

After a long period of not meeting up with Joyce for bs deb and I finally did so. Caught up with what's been happening in our lives and what the Lord has been teaching us in different ways.

The mission message was good. It was straight forward and to the point. Yes we have only 1 life and we're to live it for God! yay!

Saturday, August 12, 2006 ok so this was what happened yesterday. We went down to the hall, mrs Lee talked to us, our distinction rate went down but the percentage passes improved.

Waited for our class turn to get our results, one by one i saw people laughing, or crying most of the time. I got so sacred i started tearing. When I got my results, yeah i cried. like nobody's business.

I know. it's shittey to see me cry. Darn. But i really couldnt control and i started crying. Called mom and cried even more, then went down for chem practical, finished practical, waited for the bell to ring before i went out of school and waited for mom to fetch me.

I wasnt crying anymore of course, but once i got into the car, my mom started talking about it so i cried again. Went home, dad called while i was TRYING to eat lunch, cried somemore threw away my lunch, showered, hid under my blanket and slept.

Woke up dressed for Garage, and mom drove me to Emmanuel house. Waited for the rest as all were late then practice ONCE.

We screwed up the intro but nvm. It's our first.

I've had enough of crying. I've got my thinking straight. I've already done my best and it's chinese. So i'll take whatever God has given to me and be satisfied with it.

I'm not going to retake and waste my time on something that I wont get an A in. I'm going to focus on my other subjects and get my A's there. Just you wait and see.

Till then. Adios Chinese.
Stupid 4. I wanted a 3.

Thursday, August 10, 2006 IM FREAKING OUT OVER THE RESULTS TOMORROW.
I'M ALREADY HAVING SWEATY PALMS...TOMORROW IT'S GOING TO FLOOD THE CLASS.

I CANT CONCENTRATE ON CHEM OR GEOG.
I KEEP ON THINKING BOUT 12PM TOMORROW.
SCREAMSSS.

Thursday, August 10, 2006 A BELATED
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANESSA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VALERIE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GLYNNIS!

Yes that how many birthdays there were yesterday.
I met up with Gui Feng and we took the bus to vanessa's house but dropped of at the wrong bus stop. thankfully it was in walking distance. VANESSA'S HOUSE IS SOOO NICE. Goodness. I love her house to bits.

Ok went there, ate lunch and waited for the rest to come. After that the rest started to play mahjong. goodness haha. so we sat and watched them play and I LEARN FAST!

My first game and i won. I kinda broke out in a weird laughter, like spastic kind so the rest was staring at me wondering why i suddenly did that until i laid my tiles down. haha. You can say it's beginners luck haha. Played a few more rounds, took pictures, cut birthday cake (oh and vanessa and valerie are twins) ate, fooled around with the piano continued to play mahjong. Her mom came into the room and gave us marshmallows and chocolates and gummies to eat. Goodness i have to go on a severe workout plan after this week. So much fattening stuff. ahhh.

Gave vanessa and val their presents, got them bball shorts. then went home.

Studied chem, watched NDP on tv and tried to order macdonald's delivary but the waiting time was 1 hour 15 mins so i cancelled the order. Instead went to kovan to get dinner came back home, ate then went to COCO to meet the rest. Saw matt who PANGSEI me to go to terence cheng's house first, then keith came along. Bought sparkles ran home to get ours, ran to the blocks and took the elavator up to see the fireworks

they were B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L. So pretty and it was clear in the night sky. After that went back to COCO, waited for gracia, matt and terence then went up to the rooftop carpark to play with our sparkles!

It was pretty funny cause the ones that we first lighted were those with noise. After awhile we heard more but it wasnt coming from ours so we looked around and people in the opposite block were also playing with them. haha. Behind us in the connecting block, some children were standing at the grills looking down at us so we decided to ask them to come and play together. They ran away when they saw us approaching. -_-".

Well as it so happened, they ALSO had their own noisy sparkles whilst ours was finished. so both sides were firing their noise at us. haha.

The guys fooled around with the sticks, scraping off the power and putting it into a box, lighting it all up. Then started bending the sticks to form words..but when you light it up it doesnt light up all at once so that was the bad part.

Anyway, matthias was looking for trouble when he started teasing me about somebody else. He's just so dead thats all. throughout the whole thing please! even while at the coffee shop after that. Matthias, you're lucky to be alive.

well other than THAT, candice, sam lee and jane came over from their block and sat around with us...des was there as well. And as usual when you have nothing to do and when marcus and matthis are around,you get stupid riddles and jokes being told. Seriously, where did they get all of them from. The amount that they've told me before, I can never remember so many. Maybe its just a guy thing, that they're able to keep rubbish in their brains huh. haha.

Oh and Gracia got me a HOT PINK PUMA CAP! thanks girl! its HOTT. aha.

ok these are some of the stuff ppl got me for my birthday:
Zoey, Moli, Jelly-earrings
Terence-Adidas bball pants
Denise-hand/nail lotion and facial mask from Marks and Spencer
Joyce- white beaded necklace
Gracia-Hot Pink Puma cap!

Thanks guys!

ok its studying today! mug mug mug!!!

1 month gone
TOMORROW-
CHEM TEST
GEOG TEST
CHINESE O RESULTS
GARAGE

Tuesday, August 08, 2006 generosity doesnt pay.

Tuesday, August 08, 2006 emotional day today. First was stepping into the hall to get my uniform checked for colours award and i saw rachel crying. Cause of her uniform she wasnt allowed to get her award. sucks.

then ran around Jireh block like a mad dog with Ailing and the rest to try and find the best classroom to view the national day parade. Usually i wont really care but this year it cause so many of them are from A2 and A3!

Parade Commander-Chua Yee Ling
GOH-Gui Feng, Vanessa, Jelly, Lao Pom, and somemore
Supporting Contigent Head
GB-Wina
NP-Cherina
ST John's-Valerie (B2 class)
Flag Bearer-Moli

Chua was darn cool, her voice was extrememly loud and clear and she remembered her commands! thanks to me! haha. Ailing and Renee were all saying wah Yee Ling darn shuai so fierce so stern...really cannot imagine it is her.

Then when the have the march past everybody was cheering like crazy. Seriously we were super proud of Chua. After all she has done for St John's, the trainings and organisation she deserves this chance of showing herself.

After that was receiving the colours award and Regina JUST HAD to be beside me. She didnt want to go on stage cause of her height hahaha. I'm only at her shoulder please. So when we saw our reflection in the glass whilst on stage we were telling each other "goodness see our height pls! so weird" hahaha. but thankfully nobody went WHOAAA as they usually do. haha.

Then it was home and my parents 20th wedding anniversary. They invited some church members, and dedicated their marriage to the Lord. So touching. Mom got so many roses! even the gifts had something to do with roses and she was wearing a rose skirt. how cool. haha.

Practice awhile for Garage by myself in the room when i received a sms from Nic. shall help her announce "NICOLE MAO GOT INTO ACJC!" yes she FINALLT GOT THROUGH VIA DEBATE! after months of praying and waiting she went for trials on saturday and received her acceptance letter today! im sooo proud of her! Nic wait for me. im going there too! well at least for first 3 months yeah.

Talked to Ailing and she said she cried during her farewell. Nothing suprising considering she has been so heavily involved in GuZheng. All her juniors are going to miss her i bet. She's a good president. And i'll miss her carefree attitude as well when we part.

That got me thinnking about how many leaders we have in our class...
Choir Pres-Dora
GuZheng Pres-Ailing
GB head-Wina
St John's head-Yee Ling
Micromouse pres-Priya
Computer club pres-Wanling
Harp Logistics-Zoey
Choir section leader-ZiQing
Assitant conductor and treasurer for Choir-Carian
GuZheng treasurer-Jayne
LD Debate Captain-me
AVA pres-Shermaine
and much much more.

yes it may seem that it's through our own hard work and leadership but i have to say it's also God's blessing on our class that we have so many leaders. Praise the Lord for his goodness.

And so a day closes soon with much happening and my feelings of joy and exhilaration are still inside.

If only everyday was like today. I wish.



Monday, August 07, 2006

Sunday, August 06, 2006 two hectic weekends has come to an end but I enjoyed every single minute of it. Yesterday was jamming jamming and more jamming. from 11 30 till 4 30. Then went to COCO and drank MILO BING! haha...inside joke. oh but i went running before the start of jamming... take away my guilty conscience that i havent been running

Today, dragged myself out of bed at 7 15 and reached church at 8 only to find no one in the auditorium. Had to take out all the equipment by myself and start setting up. pft. played for worship, went down to meet the CARPENTERS TOOLS! (more on that later) and then went back up to clear up the stuff only to later realise that we needed to set it all up again for rehersal. how funny *dry laugh* lunched, went back set up equipment again fooled around, took such a long time for everybody to settle down...practiced altogether, then vox went to have personal time with nancy and then the band practiced again and again and again.... haha. after that had debrief, Randy said we were good! for a young band...but of course we need to improve... XD. Went back home to change, headed down to maplewood park to exercise with the other SFers, played captains ball, got a bad smack on the hand by Terence Cheng and it turn blue almost immediately *ouch* rested, played again, met jonus and angela, rested, play bball with jonus and angela and patrick, bought drink and corneto mini!

we lost the calories and piled them back in.. MANNN. then went home. and now my fingers are badly hurting from playing too much on metal strings that it's red RED and peeling and sore when it touches the keyboard.

ok CARPENTERS TOOLS! How cool can they get.
A great bunch of people, 9 to be exact friendly and God loving. Got to know the girls a bit better cause we had lunch with them at COCO. lol. how amusing. our favourite hang out. yeah. got for them indian rojak, muturbak,roti prata. and they couldnt finish it all so we had to pack the roti prata for them hahaha.

really learnt something from the girls today about how we should keep ourselves pure for our future husbands...it's a conversation that i'll always remember =).

oh and they went shopping after that. bleh. i wanna go. haha. orchard too! should have been their shopping tour guide.

FRIDAY FRIDAY FRIDAY!!!
CANT WAIT FOR FRIDAY!
PEOPLE IT STILL ISNT TOO LATE TO SIGN UP TO GO FOR THE GARAGE!
FOOD, DRINKS AND LIVE BANDS.

Friday, August 04, 2006 insecurities...thats what people have.
and thats what i have

Wednesday, August 02, 2006 HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SAMSEE,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

Oh yeah, i'm finally 16. And proud to be one.
ok here goes my thank you list...

SFers for the card that i've already posted up..[i know theres more to come including my fireworks *gleams*]
Norman for the card you painstakingly wrote. It took me sometime to figure out why the handwriting was so messy but when it did it made the card a lot more nicer =) thanks
Mom and Dad- thanks for the great dinner we've had on sunday at the seafood resturant and for the acoustic guitar thats promised [havent had the time to scout for a good one] and lots more!
Yeeling, Vanny- your mighty brainwave to have that card with OWEN"S face in it. So nice!
The rest that wrote in the card-Pom, ZiQing, Jelly, Dora.
All those that sms-ed me..too many to write
And those that gave me their well wishes...ermm...practically everyone i met so yeah. thanks!
lets name a few-CELESTE! MOLI! SIQI! JILL! LIANGYU! LIYUN! EDINNA! MING YING!RACHEL MA! ok and many more. thanks a lot.

Yes i know that a lot of you 'owe' me presents haha, seeing that everyone is extremely busy with symphony of praise, national day and whatever events the school has. It's ok. I'm nice. haha

But GF! I'M WAITING FOR YOURS! Lol...if you even read this. I know you've got a card for me already and waiting to give me with a prezzie. haha.

Oh wells, birthdays are nice as long as you have friends with you and they remember it. Nothing else matters, including presents. Of course it's nice to receive them but that isnt the main issue in a birthday. I'm satisfied enough with what was given to me, the cards and greetings and handshakes and hugs.

My mom called me while she was in metro "so what else do you want for your birthday other than the guitar?" I thought for a while and realise that I didnt want anything. As in I SERIOUSLY didnt want anything...of course i would like an adidas jacket yada yada, but it wasnt so important. It isnt a need, its just something, an item that i WOULD LIKE TO HAVE BUT WONT DIE IF I DONT HAVE IT kind of thing. get the idea? So i amazingly said "nothing. yeah nothing" (other than the pair of studs i was eyeing at centrepoint but its already waiting for me via my sis who is going to purchase them for me)

So yeah. It has been a really special day with a longer chapel session as well because its the National Day thanksgiving service.Being Relevant was the message and it really touched my heart when the speaker, Pst Joseph Chean shared his experiences and heartfelt thoughts. There certainly is no other better time to talk about this than today =).

Being relevant in this society isnt as easy as it sounds...but thats another post altogether.

I'm 16 :)))


My hottie who remembered my birthday!







The invitation to...











Samantha See the Guest-Of-Honour




Roll out the red carpet please.

Tuesday, August 01, 2006 That's my table when im studying...
yes i know its a mess.


Tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow. sorry for my incessant chant about tomorrow. But i love the date tomorrow =)

Oh and i got full marks for e math test. But as Ms Gan says, nothing to brag about since it was an easy test. Just a confidence booster. and i Needed that boost.
As for english...I was 1 mark away from an A2. sheesh. seriously im super embarrassed and pissed with myself for getting such low grades in English.

IT'S ENGLISH FOR GOODNESS SAKE SAM!
COME ON YOU SHOULD BE GETTING YOUR A1?!

Well I guess I'll have to hit on oral to get my A. and do REALLY well for compre as well.

Physics quiz tomorrow. All the best to me.

Vanessa, you owe me a testimonial, Gui feng you owe me a NICER testimonial. =)