Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Lets get the show over and done with. What was meant to be a class performance to bond us closer together only ended us up in shreds. Maybe it was even better to cancel the whole thing looking at how many people are being upset over the whole item.
Frankly, I'm sick and tired of Shermaine's demanding and dictatorship ways. Come on man. Who does she think she is shouting and demanding from us, especially my classmates. Yes she may have burnt the CD, yes she may have thought of the skit but hey look here, everybody played a prat and everyone did an equal amount ok. Stop your ramblings on how much effort and sweat you put in cause its disgusting. its just a song for 2 minutes and you cant forgive them and just let the whole class sing the song together? It doesnt reflect on you and your values even though you may have done so much. CHILDISH. Thats the word. C-H-I-L-D-I-S-H. All of you.
I think I've been holding my temper pretty well these few weeks. Zi Qing says that I get angry very easily and I've given a lot of thought to it but no. It wasn't an angry Sam that was speaking. It was a Sam that was trying to keep her temper under control and being calm and collective. it's just how I speak. My matter-of-fact tone may sound as if i'm angry but im really not. I'm too use to it. Cause it's how I put my point across, especially during debates.
I'm really tired of this whole thing. Can we just be done with it tomorrow? Yes please. I want to forget it all.
THE ATROCITY OF IT ALL.I'd rather have a united class thats not performing than a class thats performing but shattered.
A masquerade of faces
A closed curtain
One moment of bliss
Next to hatred
Tears and frustration
Held in a box
Spilling over, around and under
Give up, delete, erase
What's this all for without a body
Its shattered, into shreds
Powerless, dead, useless
A mist of joy and unity
Placate and calm
Panacea needed,
heal the wounds
Double windscreen of hurt and elation
All hidden and swept under our feet
Hopelessness and helplessness
What do we do
Who do we see
We're struggling yet we forget
The One, the Almighty, the Peacemaker
Distraction and more
Pulled us away from the source
The energy giver.
