ok so this was what happened yesterday. We went down to the hall, mrs Lee talked to us, our distinction rate went down but the percentage passes improved.
Waited for our class turn to get our results, one by one i saw people laughing, or crying most of the time. I got so sacred i started tearing. When I got my results, yeah i cried. like nobody's business.
I know. it's shittey to see me cry. Darn. But i really couldnt control and i started crying. Called mom and cried even more, then went down for chem practical, finished practical, waited for the bell to ring before i went out of school and waited for mom to fetch me.
I wasnt crying anymore of course, but once i got into the car, my mom started talking about it so i cried again. Went home, dad called while i was TRYING to eat lunch, cried somemore threw away my lunch, showered, hid under my blanket and slept.
Woke up dressed for Garage, and mom drove me to Emmanuel house. Waited for the rest as all were late then practice ONCE.
We screwed up the intro but nvm. It's our first.
I've had enough of crying. I've got my thinking straight. I've already done my best and it's chinese. So i'll take whatever God has given to me and be satisfied with it.
I'm not going to retake and waste my time on something that I wont get an A in. I'm going to focus on my other subjects and get my A's there. Just you wait and see.
