It starts from my toes, and I wrinkle my nose

Tuesday, September 26, 2006 two words: unexpected, unacceptable

thats what my grades are. Horrible, atrocious and shocking for a person like me to get.

But its amazing how God sends people when I need them. Encouragement and support in everyway just came in from different people in SF. Boy am i extremely blessed to have these siblings-in-christ.

Thanks to...

Aileen for offering to help me with my chem and talking sense into me and i mean A LOT of sense. I LOVE YOU FOR YOUR MATTER OF FACT, WAKE UP ITS TIME TO MUG ADVICE!
Desmond for trying to get me to chill out on days after mugging hard and giving me advice about what to do next
Candice for the encouraging verse you got from Quiet time and for asking me to go for rooftop picnic dinner. sry I cant though. Duty calls =)
Matt for asking me throughout the weeks on how im doing and hows revision coming along and stuff like that
Gracia for taking soo long to reply my 4 missed calls when I needed to talk to her BADLY. yea gracia thanks for that. heh. Joking. She's great, calling me at night again to check on me and everything.

yeah all these people and those in school, thank you all SO SO much for everything. Hopefully I didnt happen to be rude to you or anything due to my unhappiness sorry for that. I know I kinda snapped at Des thru my sms messages so sry bout that trucker!

and yes i'm ok already, picking myself up and focusing on the next hurdle. I know that with all the support im given, the prayers and encouragement, i'll get the best that i can. =)

For God not for men. only in Him my hope lies. *sniffs*

Sunday, September 24, 2006 Had a good day of fellowship today. As normal went to coco with Deborah and Gracia, then Aileen came. Went back, talked to Nancy and Siew Hua with them giving advice about next year and how we should remember to be the light in this sinful world.

After that spent some time with desmond and candice while waiting for Joyce to finish YA service. Had bible study, learnt a lot and clarified a lot also. Then went back to coco with Candice to just sit and talk while she ate her lunch.

I really thank God for all these people He has blessed me with. Always encouraging each other and supporting each other, telling one another that we can do it and pull through with each other not only using words to encourage but by praying for each other as well. Without them, I probably would not have been able to go through my prelims.

Having friends that remind each other about our walk with the Lord and how we're suppose to trust in Him, it really helps me in small little ways. =). Thank Guys.

Results tomorrow XD.

Was eating at the coffee shop when Danny walked up to me and started commenting about my dressing today. haha. was kinda amused. He was like "oh i like your shirt, and your earrings too. It was a good offering today." I didnt know what to say so I was like just, "aha thanks. yeah anyway its not my shirt, its my mom's but its nice right. haha yeah and the offering was different aye?"

then he went " yah different la but also because of your shirt, have that indian look. nice." lol. deb and gracia were like just looking at him and I was really amused. I thought he just happened to pass by on the way to order his food but after he talked to me he went back to his seat.

I turned to Deb "you mean he just came here to tell me that?" she looked at me and shrugged. FUNNY.

Friday, September 22, 2006 English-A2
Geog-A2

happy with english, not satisfied with geog.

Thursday, September 21, 2006



as you can see, in order of sequence, that was what we did yesterday from 1 to 11pm. Went to cathay, watched monster house. haha. zoey and i sat next to each other while jelly isolated herself. the place was super empty. so atmosphere more cold.

after that ate ben and jerry's, walked to PS, fooled around in SPOTLIGHT, went to singapore indoor stadium, took photos while waiting for moli and watched the SINGAPORE SLINGERS MATCH. they won. whoohoo.

NO. 14 S. DAVIDSON IS CUTE. MICHAEL OWEN LOOK ALIKE. AHHHH. But he's 32 years old. bleh too old.







And today was relaxed. had the principals of ACSI AND ACS INTERNATIONAL come and talk to us about IB programme. If you're willing to fork out 400/month or 1500/month respectively then go ahead and enter. yeah. its that expensive. ughh.

after that we had a career workshop, pretty helpful and informative with even people in the grp coming to talk about various careers. Had a lot to consider but my mom kinda slammed down any thought of me becoming a lawyer cause she said she doesnt see me as that. sighh. oh well. *shrugs*

english and geog results tmr. wish me luck.

Sunday, September 17, 2006 Another week has passed. Another week starting. How time flies. and my stomach is making funny noises.

Sermon today was good. Opened my eyes about Isreal and how thankful we should be to them. Respect and stay humble.

I want to watch miami vice.

Saturday, September 16, 2006 Really relaxed day today. Woke up at 10, ate brunch. sat down to watch Lord of The Rings part 1 disc 1 and 2, decided to run a bit so went to maplewood park, saw ester, jonus, angela playing bball so played 1 game with them.

whoa after not playing for 1 1/2 months my stamina went down a lot. lousy me. need to start running again.

came back, ran down to get H2O but only had 100plus. talked with ms ang and terence, went back home watched cd 3 of LTR, finally saw my dad after a week. and dinner at home.

I DID NOT PANG SEI YOU! you were having tuition pls of course i wont like ask u to go and run in the middle of tuition. anyway its only running la. get so worked up for wad. tsk. next time i go i ask you ok? happy?

oh and dont think im angry brudder XD. work hard for prelims! i know you wanna go VJ. heh

Friday, September 15, 2006 My written papers are over! like finally. sighh. only left Paper 1 for geog and chem. going to study hard for it so that i can score and pull up my marks for these two papers.

some self entertainment: http://www.qarxis.com/node/187 its really funny. that is if you understand the EPL. haha

After exam went to HLM, hung around waiting for sok fan to come from HMT class. ate pizza hut for lunch was so stuffed. ugh. haha but it was good. Chua and I shared baked pasta and lasagna while the rest ate their own choice. smart and economical move haha.

super slack today. need to go and exercise. maybe tmr i shall go and run. burn off the fats that i've collected during the study period.

Thursday, September 14, 2006 monday-literature
tuesday-e math P1 and social studies
wednesday-a math P1 and geography
thursday-e math P2 and Physics
friday-A math P2 and chemistry

just two more papers and i'll be free free free!

Wednesday, September 13, 2006 I'm suppose to be studying physics but i can't bring myself to. It's physics that why...should i drop it or just do really badly for the exam? Its a subject that doesnt click with me no matter how much i study. Even worse than chinese seriously. GAHHH.

monday-literature
tuesday-e math P1 and social studies
wednesday-a math P1 and geography
thursday-e math P2 and Physics
friday-A math P2 and chemistry

thursday pls disappear. X/.

Friends forever, you'll always be the one
Hand in hand, though we stand alone
We are together in heart
The laughter, tears and fights we've had
All kept wrapped up inside my head
Till the end they will stay, pleasant memories

We've shared that secret smile and joke
Laughed at silly notes and quotes
Each day that pass was a time that last
In a box that we could hold

Tuesday, September 12, 2006 monday: lit
tuesday: ss and e math
wednesday: geog and add math
thursday:e math and physics
friday: chem and add math

not looking forward to thursday and friday X/.

there goes my physics. byee physics.

kepping all folks in prayer. =) work hard people! after that we'll ball, jam, shop, sentosa, whatever you want to do..but only for a few days. heh.

my bro is finally back.
didnt know i miss him that much. :)
so cute of him to get me a handbag from there.

Sunday, September 10, 2006 Jump! Smile! Pick a beat
Hop to the music
And let it sing

You open your eyes
And what do you see
A playground, flowers and trees

Children chasing
Toddlers swinging
Parents staring and watching
Fountains bubbling
Bumble bees humming
It’s a brand new day lets sing!

Walk down the sidewalk
Balls on the court
Guys and girls a playing lot

kites flying around
up in the sky
where birds soar
oh so high

Children chasing
Toddlers swinging
Parents staring and watching
Fountains bubbling
Bumble bees humming
It’s a brand new day lets sing!

Sunday, September 10, 2006 heres the count down for the days ahead:

monday: lit
tuesday: ss and e math
wednesday: geog and add math
thursday:e math and physics
friday: chem and add math

you'll see it being cancelled one by one as the days go by =)

Saturday, September 09, 2006 I'm tired. But I cant stop just right now. I have to complete one Add math paper and physics paper. I've completed e math paper 1 and chemistry paper 2. My brain is shagged. and a math isnt my greatest subject either. God help me!!!

I just need to get over this week and the next for now...Pull me through it Lord.

There is more to this life than studying.

Today I watched in silence
As people passed me by.
And I strained to see if
There was something hidden
In their eyes.
But they all looked back
At me as if to say, "Life just goes on"
The old familiar story,
Told in different ways.
Make the most of your own journey
From the cradle to the grave.
Dream your dreams tomorrow
Because today life must go on.

(Chorus:)
But there's more to this life
Than livin' and dyin',
More than just tryin'
To make it through the day.
More to this life,
More than these eyes alone can see,
And there's more than this
Life alone can be.

Tonight he lies in silence
Staring into space
And looks for ways to make
Tomorrow better than today.
But in the morning light
It looks the same.
Life just goes on.
He takes care of his family,
He takes care of his work.
And every Sunday morning
He takes his place at the church.
And somehow he still feels
A need to search.
But life just goes on.

(Chorus)

So where do we start
To find every part
Of what makes this life complete
If we turn our eyes to Jesus we'll find
Life's true beginning is there
At the cross where He died,
He died to bring us

Thursday, September 07, 2006 I want to build a house up on this mountain
Way up high where the peaceful waters flow
To quench my thirsty soul
Up on the mountain

CHORUS
My faith is strengthened by all that I see
You make it easy for me to believe up on the mountain
Oh, up on the mountain

I would love to live up on this mountain
And keep the pain of living life so far away
But I know I can't stay
Up on the mountain

CHORUS
I said I'd go, Lord, wherever You lead
For where You are is where I most want to be
And I can tell we're headed for the valley
My faith is strengthened by all that I've seen
So Lord help me remember what You've shown me
Up on the mountain

CHORUS 2
You bring me up here on this mountain
For me to rest and learn and grow
I see the truth up on the mountain
And I carry it to the world far below
So as I go down to the valley
Knowing that You will go with me
This is my prayer, Lord
Help me to remember what
You've shown me
Up on the mountain
Up on the mountain
I cherish these times up on the mountain
But I can leave this place because I know
Someday You'll take me home to live forever
Up on the mountain




(saddle up your horses)
Started out this morning in the usual way
Chasing thoughts inside my head
I thought I had to do today
Another time around the circle
Try to make it better than the last
I opened up the Bible
And I read about me
Said I'd been a prisoner
And God's grace had set me free
And somewhere between the page
It hit me like a lightning bolt
I saw a big frontier in front of me
And I heard somebody say 'Let's go!'

Saddle up your horses
We've got a trail to blaze
Through the wild blue yonder of God's amazing grace
Let's follow our leader into the glorious unknown
This is the life like no other, whoa whoa
This is the great adventure

Yeah
Come on, get ready for the ride of your life
Gonna leave long faced religion
In a cloud of dust behind
And discover all the new horizons
Just waiting to be explored
This is what we were created for, yeah

Saddle up your horses
We've got a trail to blaze
Through the wild blue yonder of God's amazing grace
Let's follow our leader into the glorious unknown
This is the life like no other, whoa whoa
This is the great adventure

We'll travel on, over mountains so high
We'll go through valleys below
Still through it all we'll find that
This is the greatest journey
That the human heart will ever see
The love of God will take us far
Beyond our wildest dreams
Yeah, oh saddle up your horses
Come on get ready to ride

Saddle up your horses
We've got a trail to blaze
Through the wild blue yonder of God's amazing grace
Let's follow our leader into the glorious unknown
This is the life like no other, whoa whoa
This is the great adventure

I have a sudden love for Steven Curtis's songs. They're all so meaningful and realistic at the same time. Hmmm, a good source to share with the rest during BS. Saddle up your horses indeed brothers and sistas!

Wednesday, September 06, 2006 Woke up at 7 and went for morning run till 8 30. After that revised geography and completed it within an hour or so. My brain couldnt function though it was only 10 45 so decided to sleep for an hour. Slept but every 15 mins I just HAD to be disturbed in one way or another. First my sis and mom barged into my room to ask if i wanted to go to sentosa, I kicked them out of my room. Slept. 15 mins later, Chua called, talked to her in an extremely blur state. didnt know what I was talking about. slept, woke for dunno wad reason and couldnt go back to sleep.

Then my mom dragged me to Sentosa and made me play and enjoy myself. Like huh how does she expect me to enjoy myself when all im thinnking about is how much more i have to study for prelims. Yeah. But anyway i kinda had a good time and my shoulders are burnt.

Came home around 5, showered, studied chem. dinner and now im gonna study...PHYSICS. yay for me. ughh. I have to start A math, E math and Physics like...tmr.

Tuesday, September 05, 2006 CHUA YEELING IS THE BEST AND WORST FRIEND YOU CAN HAVE.

She went with me to eat mac's breakfast though she didnt eat cause she wanted to save for Leo's album which she's getting today. She can entertain you with her dreams of leo walking up her house steps. She shares with you her residue and filtrate when your stupid filter paper has a hole...

BUT

She doesnt think when she rubs concentrated hydrochloric acid onto your skin and asks you if it feels like con HCL. it took me a while to realise what she did to me cause i didnt feel anything but later felt prickly feeling on the spot which she rubbed the acid on. TSKTSK.

ok la. i didnt kill her for it. lol. cause my reaction was kinda slow.

today's chem prac was kinda fun but exasperating. Zoey was walking around the lab with the stick of con HCL looking for ms F. Ms. F. practically screamed and lectured Zoey telling her that she had better not take chem in JC or poly cause her teachers will die of heartattack.
Zoey said : But i want to take!"
ms F:*look of despair* then i pity your teachers. they will all get heartattack. you know if it touches anybody the person will jump?
Zoey: i was facing it to the floor wad?!
Chua: then the floor will jump...
lol. dumb.

Tired. Didnt have a good night sleep. But i've still gotta study.

Oh oh wen xin dreamt of me last night and that this gd looking guy picked me to be his wife. LOL! nothing better to dream about.

I salute you Steve Irwin. And kill the stingray.

He was never mine.


Monday, September 04, 2006 So much left to study for prelims.

Physical Geography- 4 chapters
Chemistry- 5 chapters
Physics- Almost everything
Literature-How to study?
Social Studies-Kinda completed
A math-Havent revised and practice papers
E math-have not done the papers given to do for the holidays

I dont want to think about it. I'll just live one day at a time with God's help.

WE CAN DO IT!!!

Monday, September 04, 2006 I'll be praying for you =). Don't worry so much.
He'll be okay. Leave everything to God and work your best.

Saturday, September 02, 2006 thats only 4 of my planes. I have more...



My tanks and army personel.

and one of my helicopters. X)
ladies and gentlemen, presenting my arsenal of military vehicles...


Yepp you guessed it. I went to the RSAF open house. A day to remember. The air stunts were soo totally cool. I wanna sit in a F16. heh. Frigging nice. and the Chinook. it could transport a whole cannon and two jeeps respectively. Dang. I'm so proud of our air force haha. And the guys looked smart in their uniform as well. I liked the jumpers. haha. Saw Danny in his army uniform hanging around, went into the planes and helicopters, watched the air flying exhibition walked around, bought shirts. a great escape from textbooks.

Saturday, September 02, 2006 Saviour

A Saviour on a hill
Dying for my shame
Could this be true?

Defies the world i see
yet this is all my heart was longing for
To know you my Lord
To know you more

You deserve, you deserve, you deserve all the praise
The heavens wept for you
The earth cried out, "could he be the one"?
For you so loved the world, you gave your only son
to say i love you so, oh how i love you so

Hallelujah to the king
Hallelujah we will sing forever
and all humanity,
aches to find this beautiful love you give

We come to you again,
to offer up our lives
to worship you alone
to worship you alone



Friday, September 01, 2006 I've finally managed to get some proper studying done today. Prasie the Lord cause i would not have been able to do it without Him. Kudos to Aileen for reminding me of that last night. No matter how much I can study, without the Lord my rock I would not be able to take it all in. =)




4 of the many pictures we took yesterday after teachers day performance. I have to say though, the stupid blouse makes me look fat. Eww