Some people are just so disgusting.Take this person for example: She starts talking about touchy issues with her friend, gets all emotional and cry herself to sleep only to wake up in the morning with puffy eyes, drag herself to work in shorts and t-shirt, intending to change in the department only to search frantically in her voluminous bag for her long pants and blouse which she insisted she brought but was left on the sofa at home. She thinks, "what a sucky way to start the day and week. I've no clothes and I cant see half of what im suppose to see because of my poofy eyes. Such an idiot you are" Thankfully her oh-so-nice colleague lends her a skirt to wear and she makes it through the day.
Yet things dint brighten up at all for her when se came home. How her parents talk and lecture, they tell her stuff that she doesnt want to hear, they set boundaries that she wants to break free, they say No to half the things she does. Yet they want her to continue to work even when her friends are leaving and she doesnt feel comfortable in that place with so many leech-y people. Her mom insists that she stays put, she has nothing to say. They tell her, dont go out with them. She wants to. Yet what can she do?
I dont want to grow up. I dont want you to tell me things. I dont want to have something for you anymore. I just dont want to grow up right now. im scared.
