Tuesday, May 08, 2007
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
I dont know why, but i've been experiencing bouts of moodiness or to put it in terms of singlish sian-ness. Sometimes I find it so easy to forget about my true purpose in this life and instead live it the way anyone normal girl would, schooling, friends and just walking through life in a daze.
All seems well when I'm with people I'm able to relate to, i.e.Christians. I'm excited about sharing what I've learnt and am almost always up for discussions. The few that ive had with Des whilst on the way to sch or home has really got me thinking about how much the Lod really loves us and those even in our classes. But yet sometimes when im together with them, it seems so easy, to talk to them and findtheir views about christianity yet so difficult to start.
I could put up an excuse and say "oh maybe its cause we've just got to know each other. We're only into our 3rd week. No rush. I have a year." Roar but I shouldnt be making up excuses. Every day is a dy closer to the coming of Christ. Everyday that I do not spend reaching out is a day lost.
Oh Lord help me. Give me the boldness of Joshua and the leadership of Moses to share and lead people to the knowledge of You.
In other ways, I'll be glad when I've settled down in a cca and wont run the risk of being kicked out by a sadistic coach who makes you run 8.6km on your first training session. Fingers crossed and with lots of prayer, I hope that i'll make it through the basketball selections.
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Father, hear my prayer
I need the perfect words
Words that he will hear
And know they're straight from You
I don't know what to say
I only know it hurts
To see my only friend slowly fade away
So maybe this time I'll speak the words of life
With Your fire in my eyes
But that old familiar fear is tearing at my words
What am I so afraid of?
'Cause here I go again
Talkin 'bout the rain
And mulling over things that won't live past today
And as I dance around the truth
Time is not his friend
This might be my last chance to tell him
That You love Him
But here I go again, here I go again
Lord, You love him so, You gave Your only Son
If he will just believe; he will never die
But how then will he know what he has never heard
Lord he has never seen mirrored in my life
This might be my last chance to tell him
That You love him
This might be my last chance to tell him
That You love him
You love him, You love him
What Am I so afraid
What am I so afraid
What am I so afraid of?
How then will he know
What he has never heard
