Thursday, September 27, 2007
Thursday, September 27, 2007
"I love the song That's when I love you. It's the best tune to feel content to on rainy nights when you're feeling all warm and snuggly, yet longing and hopeful. Haha, I know I'm such a dope.
So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
That's when I love you
I love you A little more each time
And when you cant quite match you clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
that's when I love you
I love you More then you know"
Quoted from Sophil's blog. So true so true. :)
Bloghopping around my friends' blogs has created this sudden nostalgic longing to be hugged by all of them all over again. It even threatened to show itself as tears but no no, i wont let it happen. You know the feeling, where its all stuck at your chest or throat and you cant swallow it back down.
Lifes been really different since the beginning of the year. and i guess im still holding on to the past when im supposed to be settled down now. What with moving on into the working environment where everything was so scary and then poly where people seem so fake and all. Not being able to get use to being quiet in class and not being able to say BREANNA!! HANNAH!!! CELESTE!! CHUA YEE LING!!! at every corner. Instead im the quiet me now. maybe its for the better.
Sometimes when i want to do stupid stuff,jump run hop, I have to catch myself. Because stares are what they'll give me.
Even my churchfriends are all busy right now for a hug. Calling has become too troublesome for them. I just want to talk, to hang out with them. :(
I need my friends' hugs now. Oh you all. I miss everyone of you even if i dont say it.
Hugs for sale. *bigsigh*