it seems that only when im paddling and running that i can forget and not feel guilty. other than that i keep on worrying and fretting and scolding myself. *heaves bigsigh*
my butt is sore. so is my head. from all that thinking.
i had a nightmare last night. Ok. maybe a nightmare cause i know it wont happen so its terrifying. if it did/could/would happen on the other hand...thats different. it wont be a nightmare.
poohpooh sam. you derserve a slap for being such a whiny kid.
Im becoming like sarah fang. OMG. neighbour, your sister is influencing me.
BBQ on sat at east coast. SF performance on sat. training on sat. can i have a thousand bodies please.
im gonna watch swan lake on ice this sunday. yay to that. im still trying to figure out how they could put ice on the stage without destroying it.
ok seriously...my sentences are extremely not...flowly. pardon me for my atrocious english. sometimes people do have to wind down their brains you know.
i dont like it when i laugh at the thought of what we experienced.it was a happy thought. but i just feel so guilty.
