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Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Everybody's so so so tired and its only Wednesday. This is the longest week ever. I keep on thinking that its Thursday, probably because I want Thursday to be over. Then I'll only have to have another late night for 1 more day before the ROM report is due. Friday 12pm. I'm waiting for it to arrive. Plus the thing is I havent had training at all this week cause of projects so im feeling all funny. You know the feeling? Your whole body gets soft and bloopy and your muscles seems to be degenerating into fats or what nots. Yah. Thats the feeling. I'm not physically tired. Not really. But mentally D-R-A-I-N-E-D. sleeping at 2 or 3 and waking up at 7 may not seem like its a pain but after spending the whole night looking at 20 pages worth of words over and over and over and studying chapters of what feels like endless pages...you just get reallllllll tired. I'm just saving myself for June 2nd, Monday, 4pm when Accounting Term Test ends. Then I'll be able to 'not use my brain' and let loose, not think about anything, become a dumb blond for the next 18 hours before the cycle starts up again on Jun 3rd, Tuesday, 10am. So enough of slacking already. Cheers to another night of slavery. *Yea rightt* Tuesday, May 27, 2008
 Press on friends! We've just started our war with reports! :D
Thursday, May 22, 2008
The trip down to Peranakan Museum was great! Pictures up reallll soon after I get it all from Gwen! :D Vesak Day was staying at home day to complete work. But i did have lunch with Don and I convinced him to cut his hair! For the sake of SSM. Haha poor dude. But it looks good friend! Cheap and good at our friendly Heartland Mall Malay Barber :DD. Thank God for friends who stay at Serangoon/Kovan. I finally got to hitch a ride with the waterpolo homies. 4 smelly mates in a sedan. I wonder what was running thru poor aunty's mind. Thank you Chernron and Chernron's Mom! Oh oh and i tried throwing javelin. Its like fun fun fun with the track guys. Haha. Just that the thought of getting speared by it is a little horrifying. Surprisingly the javelin's really light. 400g for women. They were trying to recruit me into track but there aint no incentive for me yo! Free sweat, free track usage...I get it all from canoeing. hahaha. Great time with Naz, Edwin and Silas. LRM trackers :) Yesterday was swimming day! After 2 months of out of bounds from swimming cause of the smelly injury. I was just reminded of how lovely it is to swim. 35 laps in 45 mins. My mouth was parched by the end of it all. I gotta hit 50 in 1 hour by 6 June. Rahhh. Come on Sam swim!! Right so I gotta totally sort out my whole bundle full of deadlines now: 23 May-Siloso Beach Resort Field Trip - Leisure & Recreation Test 26 May-Attractions management Project Submission 28 May- Entrepreneurship Draft 1 29 May- Biz Etiquette Test - Leisure & Recreation Consultation 30 May- Resort Ops Submission 2 June- Accounts Mid Sem Test 7 June to 22 June-Term Break 23 June- Resorts op Presentation -Biz Etiquette Submission 24 June-Biz Etiquette Presentation - Individual Field Trip assignment due - Attraction mgmt Consultation 25 June- Entrepreneurship Draft 2 26 June- Attractions mgmt Test - Leisure and Recreation Consultation 30 June- Resorts Op Test 2 July- Entrepreneurship Submission 3 July-Attraction mgmt Consultation 15 July- Accounts Class Test -Attraction mgmt Consultation 16 July- Leisure & Recreation Submission 25 July- Attraction Mgmt Submission There finally done. Friday, May 16, 2008
Made of angry people I found a boy Who had a dream of making everyone smile He was sunshine I fell over My feet like bricks underwater How am I supposed to tell you how I feel? I need oxygen ___________________________________________________________________ What i can remember is a lot like water trickling down a page of the most beautiful colors i can't quite put my finger down on the moment that i became like this... you see i am the bravest girl you will ever come to meet yet i shrink down to nothing at the thought of someone really seeing me i think my heart is wrapped around and tangled up in winding weeds but i dont wanna go on living being so afraid of showing someone else my imperfections and even though my feet are trembling and every word i say comes stumbling i will bare it all... watch me unfold unfold these hands that i hold behind my back are bound and broken by my own doing and i can't feel anything anymore i need a touch to remind me i'm still real i will allow someone to love me i will allow someone to love me Thursday, May 15, 2008
Everythings fine and dandy after a week of being down down down. :D Hooray to God for being my redeemer! Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Thank you Gwennnn, Sebast, Melvin and Xianglin for feeding me advice and trying to cheer me up. I guess its not always smooth going when you lead a team but one day, one day the team will be the best it can be. and I got to look forward to that one day and press on. Melvin! We'll make it thru and our studies wont suffer I promise! I'll make you study with me whenever I can. Plus dont get so disappointed over a person. Like your friends tell you, just wait for that someone and you'll know when the time is right. =) I doubt you'll be reading this anyway but heres a shoutout to the greatest VC of waterpolo! Press on my friend! Plus to the VCs of DB and BBall...you made my night more bearable by reading my rantings. Thank youuu. :) I'm so so tired and tomorrows gonna be a long long longggg day. *shudders at the thought* Monday, May 12, 2008
I dont understand why it is so difficult for people to help out in a small way when you ask/tell them to. I dont get the thinking of the team. That they do their own training and dont bother coming for evening trainings. I made an effort to come down, even told my project group to hold our meeting earlier cause i have training(and we rushed thru our meeting), I gave Ironman a missed with my dear friends and they hate me but what do I get in return? Complains, late submissions, no attendance for training. Zlich. Crying in the toilet and at the reserviour didnt help cause i ended up crying again when i told Yolande. Bloody shit, the team's discipline a piece of crap that im beginning to loath. I am THIS close to backing out i swear. THIS close. I feel like CRAP now. Where has everyone run to? I was not throwing tantrums fyi. You were being the selfish one. QM bullshit. Friday, May 09, 2008
What a week. -Brother finally got his DSLR(Cannon) -Sister was selected to be in the National Youth Council Youth Drama Squad Program -I got what I've been waiting for ever since school started. My first DHL and I'll prove to JM and Xianglin that I can get another one this year! haha -Basketball in the school's courtyard, Volleyball at Palawan Beach, Canoeing at Bedok,Gym in Tp The month of May and June is gonna be a whole lot of crazy madness. Ahhhh *runs about the house* Sports museum, toy museum, field trip...twirls hair around finger. How how how? So many things to do so little time. Evil dentist today made me go down to marina squar by myself for a 15min clean up and now he wants me to go back again soon for filling :( idiot. he thinks im so free. and now my teeth is hurting. Blergh.  (What im missing a lot) Monday, May 05, 2008
Coach is finally back from his river expedition and I want to see his photos! I'm sure the trip must have been a blast plus the bonus that he went with his good friends. I wanna go on a river expedition as well! Sooo we had dinner with him today at the coffee shop and he commented on how horrible and pathetic our tv programmes were these days that they had to air variety shows of worthless value and entertainment. Channel U was showing some weird thing that had girls doing hula hoops and dancing and what not. Anyway, once he commented, the whole coffee shop blacked out including the tv. It was hilarious. " See la. hula hula until black out" was what he said in chinese. I'm tired. But theres so many things waiting for me to complete. I just found out that Attractions Management individual report is due 26 May. OMG. Who wants to go to the Mint Museum of Toys with meeee :D Then I can conduct my research and play at the same time. 26 Seah Street, $15, 9 30am to 6 30pm daily. Come on come on who wants to accompany me?! Things to do: Call up WV to arrange 1 star course Research for Resort Op Conduct meeting for...i cant remember what subject tht im leader for Remind Damien to book the pool and get shirt sizes Probably help wei jie plan a 3rd trial (we want more canoeists!) Complete my accounts tutorial Research and read up for Leisure and Recreation Find more people to go for GDOP! SLEEP. Good night Sunday, May 04, 2008
Churchy today and after a tinny little sulking I went down to paya lebar for the service and then rushed back to TPBC for lunch. I got to see Jojo finally! Samuel!Aileen! I miss Jo like mad! I didnt even get to carry him cause he went for SF comm meeting :(
Alright. I got my lecture notes printed for the week, my files all ready for keeping but no tutorial done. Whoops. Projects have kinda started and we only have 26 more days left before submission of the 2500 word proposal. Oh gosh. So fast so fast! and i havent done my research! It seems like training days are looking up. Ever since school started its been a mess and we havent had a proper training schedule up and running. I gotta start running and its not my favourite activity to be frank. I wanna swimmmmm. Hurry arm muscles, heal quickly heal. It sucks not being able to train 100%. :( 5 more weeks till term breakkkkk! Wheeehoooo!
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Shopping with mom today was a blast. To think that it was possible to spend over an hour at only 1 level of a shopping mall is...incredible. haha. Finally got my 2nd suit for school and I gotta get my 3rd jacket tailored to suit my pants. Hopefully, fingers crossed the tailor will have a similar material to that of my pant suit.