The house is awfully quiet without my family around. Its really really really quiet. Guess they're happily rolling on the lawns of Buckingham palace. *Shrugs*
Training has been hell this week. Its twice a day 6 days a week. But I'm in no position to complain cos I havent been taking full participation in it. I want to. I really do but my arm's getting in the way. Coach brought some of us to the sinseh on monday and ohhh goodness did he give me a painful time. Rub rub rub, shout and tear. Whenever he pressed the injured areas I had to control myself but coach said that it was alright to cry so I did. HAH. Have a horrible bruise now on my arm because of the massage. Awful. and Painful. Stupid Zi Chee kept on trying to poke my bruises that evil guy. He kept on staring at it like...like LUSTFULLY. LOL. I quote "wah very scary, but...nice to poke!"
I feel rather disappointed by the turn of events. Cancelling my holiday so that I could stay back and train only to have this injury come back again, wasting my money and my time when I could be running about Covent Garden. I dont know what to do. Really really. maybe its time i let go for a looong period before returning. and I admit, I need to run back to God. Soon. Like Now.
Someone help. I'm losing my footing in this world. I'm getting confused over small things and I know that I'm not doing my best in projects and school work. HELP.
