Its at times like this that I wonder why I bother to ask in order to keep myself updated about them when they dont tell me the happenings. Its at times like this, when fellow leader has no response, so how do you expect me to give advice and consultation.
Sometimes I wonder why I work so hard for other people. Why I want my teams to do so well but the others inside it doesnt reflect my ideals and thinking. I see "Strength" they see "weakness". I think "Boldness" they give me "Fear"
How then can you expect one to soar and excel if you're so afraid to beat yourself. To overcome your mind and to tell yourself that YOU JOLLY WELL CAN DO IT?
They dont see all the hardwork that goes into everything I do to make it a better, tighter, stronger team than it was 2 years ago. Some just see me as a role that scares people for the sake of it. Some probably dont think that I deserve this.
Myself? I take what has been given to me and i do my best behind the curtains... That has been the way since Secondary school and I guess it will remain the same.
